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Chapter 59: Explorer

At the fork in the gorge, Nightingale let the world of fog go and checked Wendy’s arm.

The back of the hand was black to the wrist, and the blackness was moving. She’d seen snake venom work before — Cara had demonstrated it on a guard once, as a lesson about what her ability could do, and the lesson had been effective. Without treatment, it would reach the shoulder in a few hours and after that it would not stop.

She did not let herself think about the hours. She worked.

She tore the sleeve from Wendy’s coat, tied it above the elbow as tight as she could pull it, drew the dagger she kept in her boot, and opened the wound — not with hesitation and not with apology, because neither helped, and what helped was getting the venom out and then moving. The blood that came was darker than it should have been. She pressed around the wound until the color began to improve and then she wrapped it with the other sleeve and tied Wendy to her back with the two straps she’d had the presence of mind to pull from the stake when she left.

Wendy’s breathing was slow and measured against her shoulder blade.

“I can walk,” Wendy said.

“You can’t.”

“I can for a while.”

“You’ll slow us down.” Nightingale adjusted the straps. “Save your energy.”

Three days minimum, she thought. With two people. With the path. With Wendy losing blood every hour and the venom working against the tourniquet.

Nana could heal this. Nana had healed worse. The gap between here and Nana was three days and a mountain gorge and a flat stretch of country full of demonic beasts, and she had a woman tied to her back and a dagger in her boot and an ability that let her go invisible and did not do anything about terrain or blood loss or distance.

She picked up the torch she’d set against the rock wall and started moving.


“Do you need help?”

The voice came from above and slightly to her right, which was the direction of the wall and not the path, and the thing about the gorge was that nothing lived on the walls, so Nightingale had her ability active before the last syllable landed and was pressed against the stone with the dagger out and Wendy behind her.

Nothing. Grey fog. The gorge in its architecture, walls and darkness and the distant warmth from below.

“I’m not fighting you,” the voice said. From above.

She looked up.

There was a person in the air.

A girl, actually — she looked about fourteen, which was Nana’s age or close to it, with short blonde hair cut in a way that suggested she’d done it herself with whatever she had available, and a leather jacket that had been repaired in at least four places, and trousers with so many pockets that they had stopped resembling trousers and become more of a philosophical position about the importance of pockets. She was hovering approximately ten feet up the wall with the casual ease of someone who had been doing this for years and found it less interesting than the person she was looking at.

“You can see me?” Nightingale said.

“In fog? Not at all. But I saw you before the fog. And I’ve been following you for a while, so.” The girl descended slowly, setting her feet on the path with a small delicacy, like she was trying not to make a sound. “I’m Lightning. I joined recently, so you probably don’t know me. I know you, though — you’re the Shadow Assassin.”

“Did Cara send you?”

“Cara—” She made a face that involved her whole forehead. “No. No, she didn’t. I don’t think Cara is in a position to send anyone anywhere anymore, actually. And even if she were, I wouldn’t—” She stopped, recalibrated, started over. “I heard what you said. About the right to choose our own way of life.” A pause. “I’m choosing.”

Nightingale looked at her.

“You’re joining me,” she said.

“Yes.”

“We’re three days from Border Town, one of us is poisoned, and there are demonic beasts between here and there.”

Lightning considered this with the expression of someone assessing a route for interest rather than for danger. “You also have me,” she said helpfully.

“Can you fly carrying weight?”

“Yes. Probably not fast. I’ve never tried two people before, but the theory is—” She stopped, because Nightingale was already looking at her with the expression of someone who did not have time for theories. “Yes. I can do it.”

“Then I’ll take the trouble of accepting your help,” Nightingale said.


They moved in relays.

When Lightning was rested, Nightingale and Wendy climbed onto her back and she flew — not fast, and not without effort, and not without commentary (you’re both much heavier than you look, I mean that as a compliment, dense is good, you’re very solid—), but she flew, and the ground that would have taken an hour on foot went by beneath them in twenty minutes. When Lightning’s arms began to shake, she came down and Nightingale took over, pulling them both into the fog and moving through the grey world where the wind didn’t bite and the path was visible if not warm.

When they were both tired they stopped, briefly, and ate what they had.

During one of these stops, while Wendy drifted in and out of consciousness against a rock wall, Nightingale asked about Lightning’s father.

She got more information than she had asked for.

The father was Thunder — not a name she had to explain, apparently; she said it with the confident expectation of recognition that people deploy when they believe the subject is famous. He commanded an ocean-going fleet. He had taught her navigation by the stars, knot-tying, cartography, the naming of winds, and “the correct approach to discovery,” which Lightning described at some length and which appeared to mean: write down what you actually see rather than what the story says you should see.

Her mother had died when she was young. On a sea voyage, a storm. An island. Two months alone before her ability came to her.

“You flew home across the sea,” Nightingale said.

“Across the channel, yes. The sea is—” Lightning looked at something past Nightingale’s shoulder for a moment. “The sea is large. I flew until I couldn’t and swam the rest.” She said it the way you say things when you’ve made your peace with them. “I’ve been looking for him since. Explorers find things. That’s what I do.”

Nightingale said nothing.

“He’s not dead,” Lightning said. “He’s found things before that people thought were impossible. He found the channel route that everyone said couldn’t be sailed. He’s not dead.” She picked at a loose patch on her leather jacket. “And when I find the steam engine that huffs and puffs smoke, and the powder that splits mountains, I’ll have proof that the world is still making things he hasn’t seen yet. So he has to be alive to find them.”

The logic was not actually logic. Nightingale’s ability couldn’t touch it either way because Lightning believed it completely, in the marrow, in the way children believe things that they have decided they need to believe to continue.

She looked at the girl’s face. Fourteen or fifteen years old. Flying through a mountain gorge in the dark to go somewhere she had never been, to find a father who might not be findable, for reasons that were equal parts grief and wonder and the very specific stubbornness of someone who has not yet learned that the world does not always reward commitment.

Anna at fourteen, she thought. Nana at twelve.

“We should move,” she said.


Wendy woke several times. Each time, Nightingale made her drink water, and each time the water was harder to make her swallow, and each time her skin was cooler than before. On the second day, her lips were going grey at the edges.

They pushed. When Lightning’s arms shook before she’d recovered, she pushed through the shaking. When Nightingale’s legs were wrong from the fog-distance and the weight, she adjusted the straps and kept moving. They did not talk much. They moved.

What would have been three days took a day and a half.

At the entrance to the road south, the horses Roland had left were still there, the pile of straw in front of them half-eaten, patient in the way that horses were patient. Nightingale mounted without stopping, Wendy across the saddle in front of her, and turned the horse toward Border Town. Lightning was airborne before the horse had taken its third step, keeping pace above and slightly behind, hair flat against her head in the wind.

They did not slow down.

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