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Chapter 58: Escape

The stake was behind her.

Nightingale knew this before she was fully conscious — she could feel the wood against her back, and the rope at her wrists, and the rope at her waist, and the rope at her ankles, and the particular quality of air that meant she was in the same cave she had left, or tried to leave, some amount of time ago. She did not know how much time. The cave looked the same. The fire looked the same.

She tried to reach for her ability and found nothing. Not blocked, not resisted — simply absent, the way a limb feels when it has been bound too long. She looked down.

A crystal pendant hung from her neck on a length of cord. Prismatic, transparent, the length of two fingers. She had never seen one outside of Church hands.

God’s Locket of Retribution. The suppression device. The Church’s tool for taking witches alive rather than dead, when they wanted information or a confession or a public spectacle.

Their own mentor had one.

“You’re awake.” Cara came to stand in front of her, unhurried. She looked neither angry nor satisfied — she had the expression of someone doing a task they had already worked through the ethics of. “The petrifying venom. Useful, isn’t it? I hadn’t needed it in some time.”

Nightingale looked at the women behind her. Some of them were watching with the expression she had been afraid of — the nothing expression, the expression of people who have decided that what they are watching is appropriate, or at least acceptable, or at the very least not their responsibility.

“You have a God’s Locket,” Nightingale said. “Cara. You have one of their tools.”

“It’s a tool,” Cara said. “I use what works.” She didn’t sound defensive. She was past defense. “You disappointed me, Nightingale. I had hopes for you — considerable hopes. But what you’re doing tonight isn’t just foolishness. It’s treason. Against your own kind.”

“I’m trying to—”

“You’re trying to take our sisters to a nobleman who wants something from them. You are trying to convince them that their pain is unnecessary, that their losses meant nothing, that they should put their lives into the hands of a stranger who has been kind to two witches for a season and thinks this constitutes a record.” The hoarseness in her voice sharpened. “I know what you came from. Born noble, fell to this, still looking for a hand to hold. Still looking for a master. Did he feel like a better master than the last one? Or were you planning to sell your sisters to him for a comfortable position in his house?”

Nightingale said nothing.

“Confess it,” Cara said. “In front of everyone. Say that you were deceived, that you were led astray by an ambitious noble, that you understand now what you did. Accept the punishment — the whipping, not more than that, I am being generous — and return to your sisters.” She waited. “This is my last offer.”

She turned to the brazier and took out an iron skewer. The end that had been in the coals was bright as a new star, fading through orange to red as the air cooled it, but slowly, slowly.

She held it where Nightingale could see it clearly.

The heat reached Nightingale’s face from two feet away. She felt it the way she felt cold — not yet, but present, the way a thing announces itself before it arrives.

If I was still the girl from before.

She closed her eyes.

She thought, without wanting to, of the moment on the wall when Roland had said if you do not step out, you will never know the answer. She hadn’t expected it. She had expected something diplomatic or evasive or reassuring, the kind of answer a lord gives a witch to keep her cooperative. What she’d gotten instead was something that hadn’t been directed at her situation at all — it had been directed at the question underneath the situation, the actual question, which was: is it ever possible for things to be different than they are?

She didn’t know the answer. He hadn’t known the answer. But the not-knowing had sounded, in his voice, like something worth stepping into.

She kept her eyes closed.

“Stop.”

Wendy’s voice. Clear and level.

Nightingale opened her eyes.

Wendy had stepped out of the crowd, which by itself was remarkable — Wendy operated by consensus, by persuasion, by the slow gravity of a person who was kind and patient and waited for others to come to her. She did not put herself between a mentor’s skewer and a stake. She was doing it now.

“The white bands on our arms,” Wendy said. She wasn’t raising her voice. She didn’t need to. “We’ve lost enough. Do you want another?”

“She betrayed us,” Cara said. “She—”

“I don’t know if she’s right.” Wendy looked at Nightingale, and there was something honest in the look — the particular honesty of someone who is giving you what they have rather than what you want. “I don’t know if the prince is what she says he is. I’m not going with her to find out.” She turned back to Cara. “But she didn’t hurt anyone here. She told us about something she found. We didn’t have to agree with her.” A pause. “Who among us wants to go with her?”

Silence.

“Then she leaves alone,” Wendy said. “And we let her go.”

Whispers moved through the crowd. Nightingale heard them in pieces — she’s right, she didn’t do anything, the white bands, please mentor, let her leave — voices adding themselves to each other the way drops of water add to a stream, and Cara’s face tightened as she heard them.

“If I let her leave,” Cara said, “I teach everyone that this is acceptable. And when she sells our location to the Church—”

Wendy raised one hand and turned it palm-up, and the air in the cave moved. Not violently — she was not a violent woman — but with precision. The coin she’d held between two fingers left her hand on a current of air that carried it exactly where it needed to go, and the God’s Locket struck a high, crystalline note and came apart in fragments that scattered against the stake and the floor and Nightingale’s boots.

Cara looked at the broken stone. Then at Wendy.

“Traitor,” she said, very quietly.

The shadow snake she summoned was fast — Nightingale saw it leave Cara’s chest and she was already moving, but not fast enough for Wendy, who took the bite at the back of her hand and made a small controlled sound and did not fall.

Nightingale was no longer at the stake. The ropes still held their shape — a ghost of her, a gap in the air where she had been. She was behind Cara. She reached for the iron skewer, not from the hand that held it but from its working end, taking the heat through her palm in a pain that registered and was set aside, and drove it forward.

One step. One motion. Cara’s chest.


The cave went very loud very briefly, and then she was outside in the cold, moving through fog — her fog, the world of grey that had her and Wendy in it and had nothing else — with Wendy over her shoulder and the sound of shouts diminishing behind her.

Wendy was conscious. Barely.

“I have you,” Nightingale said.

“I know.” Her voice was wrong. Too thin. “I know you do.”

They moved.

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