Chapter 106: It’s Not the Same for Him
Scroll knocked once and heard the answer immediately.
Anna was at the table by the window, a book open in front of her, the sun falling across her hands and the page. The light at this angle made her look like something out of a painting that hadn’t been painted yet — the line of her neck, her flaxen hair catching the sun and giving it back as something warmer. Scroll had been living alongside her for a week and had still not entirely adjusted to how Anna occupied a room. It wasn’t beauty exactly, or not only beauty. It was the quality of her stillness. She was completely at peace with herself in a way that Scroll had not often encountered in women who had reason not to be.
“Why aren’t you with the others?” Scroll pulled a chair close. The card game had taken over. Every afternoon, the moment practice ended, most of her sisters descended on Soraya’s room with the intensity of people who had discovered something they hadn’t known they were missing. Even Nana came over from Sir Pine’s house for it.
“I wanted to read.” Anna turned the page. “I don’t have your ability. I have to spend the time.”
She envies me for this, Scroll thought, and found it almost funny. Anna, whose magic reserves were the largest Nightingale had ever measured in a witch, whose green flame could cut through iron, who had apparently held a besieged wall almost alone during the worst of the Months of Demons — and she wished she had the ability to read a book once and never have to read it again.
“Remind me,” Scroll said, “I have a new one for you later.”
If it hadn’t been for Anna, the survivors of the Association would not be sitting in this castle. It was a simple chain: Anna had drawn Nightingale to Border Town, Nightingale had found Wendy and Lightning, and the five of them together had eventually found their way back to us. Everything that had changed — the warmth, the room, the method for surviving the Awakening — ran back to this woman sitting at a window reading a book about folk poetry with the absorbed patience of someone who simply enjoyed things.
Scroll held that quietly.
“Your hair,” she said. The fringe had grown down past Anna’s eyebrows, the ends beginning to curl inward. “Has no one been cutting it?”
“I’ve been managing on my own.”
Scroll stood up. “I’ll do it. Give me a moment.”
She came back with the cloth bag she had carried since the Sea Wind Region: white cutting cloths, and the bronze scissors with the V-shaped handle, worn smooth on the grip and notched along one blade from years of use. She had cut hair for money when she was young, before the captain with the broken leg had taught her to read and after that she’d had no more need of the scissors professionally, but she had never stopped carrying them. Habits of survival were hard to put down even when you no longer needed them.
She draped the cloth around Anna’s neck and gathered her hair.
“I had some questions,” Anna said.
“Go ahead.” The scissors made their small sound. The first cluster of hair fell to the floor.
“The books you gave me yesterday — the stories. They all end the same way. Does a prince always have to marry a princess?”
Scroll’s hands slowed for a fraction of a second. Then continued.
She had assembled that collection deliberately. Tales she’d heard over ten years from sailors in the Sea Wind Region — not love stories in the romantic sense, but stories about princes and the marriages they made. She had chosen specifically the ones where every deviation from that pattern ended badly. She had given it to Anna knowing this question would come.
She had still not entirely decided how to answer it.
“Usually,” she said, keeping her voice even. “Sometimes a duke’s daughter or a grand duke’s daughter. Graycastle’s Wimbledon III — his queen was the daughter of the Duke of Silver City. But a princess more often than not.”
Anna was quiet for a moment. The scissors continued.
Scroll felt the sadness of it, which she had expected to feel, and kept working.
She had discussed Nightingale’s situation with Wendy. Nightingale was the larger concern in some ways — older, more self-aware, the feelings longer-established. But Nightingale also had a distance about her, a discipline that came from having spent years keeping herself controlled in conditions where losing control had consequences. She would process this correctly. She would hurt and be careful about it and eventually find a place to put it.
Anna was different. When she was with the other witches she was quiet, mostly a listener, present without pushing herself forward. But when Roland was in the room — Scroll had watched this from the first week — something shifted. She became more. And he watched her. He watched her the way people watched things they were trying to memorize.
Anna had her own room, still. Roland had not converted it to a double when the new witches arrived. He had explained this by saying Nana could share with her when she stayed over, as if the explanation were obvious, as if there were no other reading. Scroll was not sure he was aware of the decision he had made.
The scissors worked through the fringe.
“Even if he doesn’t want to,” Anna said. “Even if he doesn’t care about any of them. He still has to?”
“Yes.” Scroll set down the scissors briefly and smoothed the cut ends. “Because a king’s marriage is not only his own decision. It stabilizes his alliances, it appeases neighboring kingdoms, it produces heirs. None of those functions can be served by —” She stopped just before the word witch. “By someone without the right standing.”
Anna went quiet again.
The silence was the right kind — the kind that meant she was thinking rather than retreating. Scroll found this both more and less manageable than tears would have been. She worked the scissors around the back of Anna’s neck, careful at the curve of the ear.
One day she’ll understand it, Scroll thought. Not accept it — understand it. That’s all I can ask for right now. She would bring the Wolfsheart royal biographies next. More evidence, different context. Not force, just weight.
When the cutting was done, Scroll brushed the clippings from Anna’s shoulders and stepped back.
“There. Much better.”
Anna reached up and touched the ends. “Thank you.”
“I’ll find you the Wolfsheart book.” Scroll began gathering her things. The cloth, the scissors back into the bag. She was already thinking through the progression — the royal biographies, then a few of the political histories, then perhaps —
“I don’t think Roland is like the princes in your stories.”
Scroll stopped.
Anna was still facing the window. She held the cloth of the cutting drape in her lap and her voice was completely steady — not defiant, not hopeful, not self-consoling. Just a statement. The tone of someone reporting something they have observed and confirmed.
“He’ll do what he decides to do. Not what’s expected of him.”
Scroll stood for a moment. “Why do you think that?”
Anna turned to look at her then, and her blue eyes were clear.
“If he were one of those princes,” she said, “he would never have saved me.”
Scroll had no answer for this. She looked at Anna — at the certainty of her, the quiet immovable weight of it — and found that she could not construct one. She stood in the doorway for a moment longer than she needed to, and then she went to find the Wolfsheart book.
She walked slowly.
Chapter 106 It’s not the same for him
When Scroll knocked on the door, she quickly heard an answer from the other
side, “Please enter.”
Hearing this she pushed open the door and stepped into the room. Within the
room she saw Anna sitting at her table in front of the window, busy reading a
thick book.
The sunlight was flooding the room through the window, stretching the
woman’s silhouette until it was unusually long. Within the sun her soft cheeks
and neck were dazzlingly white, and her shoulder-covering flaxen hair
seemed to be made of white gold.
After nearly a week of living together, Scroll had a basically understanding
of Anna’s temperament. For example, if she had something to say she would
speak bluntly and never equivocate. She was calm and quiet, especially
studious… In short, it was difficult to find any other civilian born person like
Anna who was totally at peace with herself.
“How is it that you aren’t playing that… card game?” Scroll took a chair and
placed it next to Anna. During the last two days, whenever her sisters had
finished their daily practice, they would immediately rush back to the castle,
crowding Soraya’s room playing the so-called Gwent card game and
competing against each other to collects more cards. It seemed like they
would never get tired of this. She even saw that Anna and Nana played this
game every day after they learned the rules. There were only rare occasion
where they didn’t play. Unlike the previous days, she would often see the
young girl with the healing powers coming to the castle to play.
“I just wanted to read some books,” Anna turned to the next page, “Since I
don’t have your ability, I have to spend more time to read the books.”
Anna almost read everything, from historical biographies to long poems,
including every book she saw on the streets even if it was only a variety of
folk tales, as long as they were collected into a book, she would read them
with relish.
Scroll touched her head sympathetically, “Don’t worry. Remind me that I
wanted to give you a new book to read.”
It was only because of her, that the fate of us survivors of the Witch
Cooperation Association had so greatly changed, Scroll thought. If it wasn’t
for her, Nightingale would never have left halfway for the direction of
Border Town. So we would never have met the 4th Prince of Kingdom of
Graycastle, and so would never have come to know the method to staying
healthy. In a sense, she was the savior to all witches.
Which was also the reason why Scroll had from the beginning felt only
goodwill for Anna, while the latter also quickly accepted the other witch
who had so much knowledge and experience. But it was also clear that Anna
greatly envied Scroll for her ability, which in return to Scroll was a little
ridiculous. In the Witch Cooperation Association, the sisters never showed
any envy for another witches’ abilities. It was even more ridiculous since
Anna had the largest magic capacity Nightingale had ever seen a witch
possessed before, furthermore the ability of her green flame was also one of
the strongest.
“Your hair has become a little long,” Anna’s curly bangs were nearly
covering her eyes, “Is there no one who can help you cut them?”
Anna shook her head. “No, I’m all on my own.”
Suddenly Scroll became totally motivated, “Your tangled hair isn’t good-
looking, let me cut it for you.”
“You’d do this for me?”
“I’ve cut the hair of most of the sisters during our time in the camp,” Scroll
answered happily. “Wait a minute, I’ll go get the tools.”
She soon came back while holding a cloth bag. When she spread the bag’s
content out, Anna saw several white pieces of clothes and a bronze scissor.
The scissor was V-shaped, and at both it ends it had many scratches, already
losing its gloss and clearly showing that it was well used.
Before Scroll had joined the Witch Cooperation Association, the scissors
were used to help her cut the hairs of her customers in the Sea Wind Region.
All the copper royals she didn’t need to buy bread were handed over to an
old captain with a broken leg. This captain was the one who’d taught her to
read and write until he died of old age.
Scrolls skillfully put one of the white clothes on Anna’s neck, and started
cutting her hair.
“I had some questions I wanted to ask you,” Anna announced.
“What do you want to know?” Under her skillful fingers the scissor flew
through Anna’s hair, always releasing a crisp Kaka sound. Soon the first
cluster of finger length hair was cut and fell to the ground.
“Many of the stories described in the books I’d gotten from you yesterday,
almost always have the same ending. Will the Prince always take a princess
as his bride?”
Hearing this question Scroll’s hand paused for a moment, the stories in the
book were not stories of a real people, instead it was a collection of stories
she had heard within her ten years in the Sea Breeze Region. They were
stories told to her by the sailors. But Scroll had specifically put this kind of
stories together, and every story where the Prince wouldn’t marry the
Princess didn’t have a happy ending. These kinds of stories were put together
in one book and which she then gave to Anna to read.
Always knowing that after reading Anna would ask her exactly this question,
but now that she really had to answer the question, she hesitated.
“Most of the time this is the case, of course, some princes will also marry the
daughter of a Grand Duke or a Duke, for example, Graycastle’s King
Wimbledon III, his wife was the daughter of the Duke of Silvercity.”
Answering the question like this, Scroll suddenly felt very sad. Wendy and
Scroll herself had already talked about Nightingale’s situation but compared
to the mature and calm Shadow Killer, she was more worried about the
possibility that the Prince and Anna would develop deeper feeling and
become closer.
Anna was a woman who was very important to His Royal Highness, and
everyone could clearly see this. When Anna and Roland were in the same
room, his eyes would always fall on her. Anna’s life was several times
busier than that of any other sisters. Even more important than that was that
even Nightingale had to share her room with Wendy, but His Royal Highness
didn’t change Anna’s room into a double, making her the only one was
allowed to have a room all to herself. The reason for this was that when
Nana came over to sleep in the castle she could share the room with Anna –
he seemed to not realize that he was the owner of this place and that there
was no reason that he had to explain himself.
And for Anna it was the same case, when she was together with the other
witches she was a person of few words, she was even for most of the time
just a quiet listener. But when Roland was by her side she would
immediately become active. If there was anything which was able to let her
forget about her books, Scroll thought that only the Prince was able to
achieve this.
Unfortunately, Roland was the 4th son of the former King of Graycastle, the
future King who will support the witches, and Anna was only a witch.
Since Roland was a Prince, Scroll was unable to order him, so she had no
other choice than to influence Anna in the direction she thought would be
correct. She didn’t want those two to be estranged from each other, but she
also didn’t want to see it ending in the only possible result, a tragedy.
“Why?” asked Anna shaking her head, as if to try to get the memories of her
destroyed dreams out of her head. “Does he have to do this, even though he
doesn’t like the princess or any other woman of the nobility?”
“Uh…” Scroll hadn’t thought that she would continue questioning, “Even then
he had still has to marry them.”
Because the Prince would most likely become the new king and the king’s
marriage can’t be his own personal decision. She tried to recall some of the
knowledge from the books that would help her,
“In order to stabilize the powers within his own country. In order to appease
the neighboring countries. In order to achieve a good deal, these are all
important reason for marrying a princess. But the most important matter is
that the King has to have heirs.”
Hearing all this, Anna did not ask any further, which in return made Scroll a
little relieved. This kind of thing was something only slowly achieved, not
something she could force. But she believed that one day Anna would
understand her thoughts.
When the trimming came to its end, Scroll scratched the fringes on Anna’s
shoulder away, “Now, you’re looking great.”
“Thank you,” said Anna and bowed thankfully.
“Well, for today’s book…” Scroll thought for a moment, then she decided to
tell her about the Wolfsheart Kingdom’s history, trying to reinforce the
impression she had installed today, “her own selection of the royal family
biography.”
When Scroll was finally ready to leave, Anna suddenly began to speak, still
holding the book of illusion within her hands, “I think Roland isn’t one of
those Princes from your stories.” Her voice was very steady and powerful,
nothing as if she was only speaking to convince herself, “He will do
whatever he wants to do. His decision won’t be influenced by anything else.”
“…” For a long time Scroll was startled, and in the end, she could only
merely ask, “Why?”
“If he were one of those princes, he would never have saved me.”