Chapter 831: A Decision with No Regrets
Two days later, a strange-looking concrete boat slipped away from the dock of Neverwinter without fanfare.
A massive shape dominated the deck — something like a moving hill under burlap cloth, guarded by fully armed soldiers standing erect on either side and flanked by a dozen God’s Punishment Witches. It was the Victory, bound for the Great Snow Mountain, carrying the soul device. There, the Taquila witches would complete their incarnation ceremony and be integrated into the worm carriers.
No whistle. No farewells. Even the loading had been done the night before, unwitnessed. Secrecy demanded it.
Roland stood on the sodden brick-and-slab dock and watched the boat’s silhouette dissolve into the grey river haze. Three worm carriers in Neverwinter — that was what this meant, once the conversion was done. Immense help for both municipal construction and the defensive line. He knew it. He also knew he felt none of the satisfaction he had expected.
The two volunteers were called Jasmine and Lyra. In the Dream World, they had looked barely past twenty — nearly Tilly’s age — with the kind of outgoing ease that fills a room without effort.
He had wanted to give them something. So he had taken them, along with Phyllis and the other witches, to the amusement park outside the city. They had ridden the Ferris wheel and screamed through the roller coaster’s inversion; Jasmine had accidentally shattered a prop ghost’s head during the haunted house, and both girls had laughed over strawberry sundaes like anyone’s neighbors on a summer afternoon. Roland had scraped together the funds by killing a handful of Fallen Evils days prior — had he not, he could not have afforded it.
In those two days, Jasmine and Lyra had been in a state of perpetual astonishment, yet they had followed him without a single question. They screamed where everyone screamed. They laughed where everyone laughed. There was nothing in their faces to betray what they had already decided — that they would surrender their human bodies to the fight against demons, exactly as they had decided four hundred years ago, kneeling before the magic core at the bottom of a ruin.
When the dream ended, they were calmer than Roland had expected.
He had wanted to say something. Words came and stalled, came again and dissolved. There was no argument to make — dissuading them was neither in his interest nor the interest of the united front, and anything he said would sound like performed sympathy dressed up as sincerity. In the end, he had been the one comforted.
He still heard them clearly.
“Thank you,” Jasmine had said, smiling. “And…”
“We don’t regret it.” Lyra had finished the sentence for her.
At that moment Roland had felt their heartbeats in his own chest — or thought he had.
They had loved everything here.
And they did not regret the decision.
“Your Majesty?” Phyllis, who had come to see her companions off, looked at him. “Aren’t you going back to the castle?”
Her voice pulled him back. The Victory was gone. Only a smudge of river fog remained where the boat had been.
Roland exhaled slowly. “They really can’t disconnect themselves after being integrated into the carriers?”
Phyllis lowered her voice, as though she already knew what he was trying to ask. “A God’s Punishment Witch is different from a carrier. The former retains some basic consciousness even without a soul transfer — our conversion was more like issuing commands than a true fusion. But carriers are different. They are specific vessels. Once integration is complete, the soul is sealed permanently, though the vessel goes dormant if unused for a long time. Nobody has ever escaped one. Not any of us. Not even Pasha.”
“But there are beams of light above the carriers, yes?”
“Yes.” Phyllis nodded. “Without magic power, those bodies can’t move on their own.”
Roland looked up at the distant, azure sky — that particular pale blue of early spring that holds no warmth yet promises it. “Perhaps one day we’ll find a way to return their souls to the Dream World,” he said.
Silence.
Then Phyllis turned her gaze in the same direction. “Well. Perhaps one day.”
To Lorgar, the snow-draped jungles of the Western Region were entirely new.
Traveling merchants had described snow to her more than once, and she had always imagined it as cold, white sand — fine-grained, like the purest river sand in Silver Stream. Seeing it in person, she found it finer still, and whiter; it made river sand seem coarse and yellow by comparison. The world had changed color.
According to Ashes, even though the Months of Demons had passed, at least half a month remained before the snow would melt completely.
That suited Lorgar perfectly. She wanted to see a white city.
There was little to occupy herself with on the voyage. She had gone over the steel ship stem to stern and found no obvious source of power. Andrea, when pressed, gave only a vague answer — something about a machine that continuously boiled water. As for how it worked, she was told only King Roland and Miss Anna knew.
She did not know much about King Roland. But Ashes had mentioned that Miss Anna held a place on Neverwinter’s Battle Strength Ranking.
Princess Lorgar of the Wildflame clan found herself growing more curious about this intelligent and powerful woman.
When she raised the subject with Andrea, the other woman dismissed it with a sharp sideways glance.
“Battle strength ranking?” Andrea’s scorn was precise and without heat. “Men aren’t wolves. No single person competes with a group. Isn’t it animal to fixate on individual fighting capacity?”
“Wolves are social animals,” Lorgar said.
“Fine. Take tigers and snow leopards then.” Andrea coughed. “Anyway — Anna is the power source of Neverwinter. It was Anna’s ability that let the First Army crush the watchdog and Iron Whip clans in a single blow. I’ll wager Ashes never told you she was nearly beaten by an ordinary man.”
The wolf girl stiffened. Andrea went on: “That man used a weapon built by Anna. There’s no point discussing fighting capacity without accounting for the weapons. If you want to become stronger, ask His Majesty for a proper set. If you can carry one of these” — she patted the long-barrelled gun on her back — “after your transformation, it will serve you better than any combat technique.”
Lorgar did not fully agree, but she filed the advice away. Her father had always told her to listen and observe, and never to forget what she had originally wanted.
On the fifth day inside the Western Region, moving upstream against rising water, the iron ship slowed. The wolf girl spotted a fat, beautiful pigeon hovering high above the bow — a strange hesitation in its flight — before it dove straight for Ashes.
Lorgar thought briefly about lunch. Then she saw Ashes produce a bag of cooked food and feed the bird with the ease of old friendship, and the pigeon nuzzled against her like someone returning from a long absence.
Then it spoke.
“Coo, coo coo!”
“Understood,” Ashes said, smiling. “Tell Princess Tilly I’ll be there soon.”
“And me!” Andrea called, unwilling to be left out.
“Coo!”
The pigeon gave a decisive nod, spread its wings, and vanished into the northwest.
“She’s…” Lorgar began.
“Maggie.” Ashes turned around. “Like you, she can perform a full-body transformation.”
Lorgar absorbed this. Then she remembered that Maggie’s transformation was supposed to produce something fierce and terrible — a giant monster, by the accounts she had heard. She was still puzzling over why anyone who could become that would choose a pigeon when Ashes clapped her on the shoulder.
“Time to pack up. We’ll reach Neverwinter soon.”
Chapter 831: A Decision with No Regrets
Translator: TransN Editor: TransN
Two days later, a strange-looking concrete boat slowly departed the dock of Neverwinter.
There was a huge swell, which looked like a moving hill, on the deck of the boat. It was completely covered with burlap cloth and guarded by fullyarmed soldiers standing erect on either side of the boat, and a dozen God’s Punishment Witches.
The boat was the “Victory”. It was en route to transfer the soul device to the Great Snow Mountain where the Taquila witches would complete their incarnation ceremony and be integrated into the worm carriers.
Out of the confidentiality reason, the witches did not bid farewell. No whistle was blown as the boat took off, and even the loading job had been completed the night before without being noticed by anyone.
Roland stood at the sodden dock built with bricks and slabs, watching the shadow of the boat gradually fade away. He knew once the conversion was completed, there would be three worm carriers in Neverwinter, which would provide great help for both municipal construction and the defensive line project. However, Roland somehow did not rejoice over the progress as much as he had anticipated.
The two volunteering witches were called Jasmine and Lyra. From their original appearances in the Dream World, the pair looked just a little over 20 years old, almost the same age as Tilly. They both have outgoing personalities.
In order to let them have a good time, Roland had taken the two girls, Phyllis and the other witches to the amusement park in the suburb, where they had hopped on a Ferris wheel, ridden a roller coaster, experienced the haunted house (during which Jasmine had accidentally broken a ghost’s head dropping down suddenly) and taken a spinning pendulum ride. He had also allowed them to eat as much as they had wanted. Had Roland not earned some money by killing a few Fallen Evils a few days past, he probably would not have been able to afford such a revelry.
Jasmine and Lyra, in the past two days, had been in a total shock, but they had followed Roland submissively without raising a single question. They had screamed as everybody had when the roller coaster had inverted and had laughed like any girls next door when they had had strawberry sundaes. All in all, they looked no different than ordinary people.
If he had not known it beforehand, he would have never believed that these two girls had made a decision to sacrifice their human bodies and devote themselves to the battle against demons, just like the decision they had made 400 years ago at the bottom of the ruin in front of the magic core.
When the dream had ended, they had looked more serene than Roland had expected.
Roland had wanted to console the two girls, but words had caught in his throat. There was no point to dissuade them from converting to devouring worms, for it was an action neither in his interests nor in the interests of the united front. Words, in this case, had all become frivolous and more sounded like feigned kindness.
In the end, Roland had become the one who had been offered solace.
He still clearly remembered their words and the expressions on their faces back then.
“Thank you,” Jasmine had said with a smile, “and…”
“We don’t regret it.” Lyra had finished the latter half of the sentence.
At that moment, Roland could hear the throbs of their hearts.
They liked everything here.
But they did not regret making that decision.
“Your Majesty?” Phyllis, who came to send off her companions as well, looked at Roland. “Aren’t you… going back to the castle?”
The words pulled Roland back to the reality. By the time he realized it, the “Victory” had disappeared from his sight, leaving a haze of fogs behind it.
Roland put the thoughts out of his head. He took a deep breath and asked, “They really can’t disconnect themselves after being integrated into the carriers?”
As if to know what he wanted to convey, Phyllis lowered her voice. “A God’s Punishment Witch is different from a carrier. The former retain some basic consciousness even without a soul transfer. Our conversion to a God’s Punishment Witch was more like giving commands than a fusion. But carriers are different. They’re specific vessels that seal the soul permanently once the integration is completed, although those vessels will become dormant if not used for a long time. Nobody has ever managed to get out of one up to this date, at least none of the witches, not even Pasha, is able to do that.”
“But there’re beams of light above the carriers, right?”
“That’s right.” Phyllis nodded. “Without magic power, those cumbersome bodies can’t move independently.”
“Perhaps one day, we can also find a way to have their souls return to the Dream World,” Roland looked up at the distant, azure sky and said slowly.
After a moment of silence, Phyllis turned her eyes in the same direction. “Well… perhaps one day.”
…
To Lorgar, the jungles covered with snows in the Western Region were something completely new.
For more than once, she had heard from traveling tradesmen what snow looked like and envisioned them as some cold, white sand. When she saw it in person, however, she found snow was way finer and whiter than her imagination, even finer and whiter than the purest river sand in Silver Stream.
The whole world was wrapped in a different color.
According to Ashes, although the Months of Demons had passed, it would take at least half a month for the snow to melt completely.
Lorgar thought that was exactly what she wanted, for, in that case, she could see a pure white snow city.
There was little she could occupy herself with during the voyage. Lorgar had turned the steel ship inside out but still could not find its source of power. Even Andrea failed to give her a definite answer. She only said evasively that a machine that continuously boiled water was pushing the boat forward. As to its detailed mechanism, Lorgar was informed that only King Roland and Miss Anna knew about it.
Lorgar did not know much about King Roland, but she had heard from Ashes that Miss Anna had a place on the “Battle Strength Ranking of Neverwinter”.
Princess Lorgar of the Wildflame clan thus became more impressed with and also more interested in powerful and intelligent Anna.
When she mentioned the ranking to Andrea, the latter, however, dismissed it with a scornful smile.
“A battle strength ranking?” Andrea cast a sharp, sideways glance. “A man is different from a wolf. No individual can compete with a group of people. Isn’t it animal to only make an emphasis on individual fighting capacity?”
“Wolves are also social animals,” Lorgar corrected her.
“Well, fine. Then just take another animal as an example, like tigers and snow leopards.” Andrea coughed. “Anyway, Anna is the power source of Neverwinter. It was Anna’s ability that enabled the First Army to quash the watchdog and Iron Whip clan with one blow. I bet Ashes didn’t tell you that she was almost beaten by an ordinary man.”
As Andrea had expected, the wolf girl was taken by surprise. Andrea went on, “That ordinary man used the exact weapon made by Anna. There’s no point to discuss fighting capacities without talking about those weapons. If you want to become stronger, I suggest that you ask His Majesty to grant you a set of professional weapons.” At these words, Andrea patted the longbarrelled gun on her back and said, “If you can carry these big tubes on your back after your transformation, that would be more useful than any combatting skills.”
Lorgar did not really agree with Andrea, but she took a note of her advice.
Her father often told her to listen and observe, and also to always remember what she had wanted in the first place.
As they moved against the current and as the water suddenly rose, the iron ship slowed down drastically. On the fifth day after they had entered the Western Region. the wolf girl saw a beautiful, big, fat pigeon.
It hovered in the air for quite a while before darting straight toward Ashes at the bow.
When Lorgar thought she would have an extra meal for lunch, she noticed that Ashes, smiling, produced a bag of cooked solid food and fed the pigeon. The pigeon, on the other hand, nuzzled up to Ashes as if they were old friends who had not seen each other for ages. It was when the pigeon started to speak that Lorgar realized that it was actually a witch.
“Coo, coo coo!”
“I got it. Tell Princess Tilly that I’ll be there soon.”
“And me!” Andrea did not like being left behind.
“Coo!”
The pigeon gave a nod, spread out its wings and took off. It soon disappeared in the northwestern direction.
Lorgar asked, “She’s…”
Ashes turned around. “Maggie. Like you, she’s also a witch who can perform a full-body transformation.”
“I see…” thought Lorgar, but she then suddenly remembered that Maggie should transform into a fierce, aggressive and frightful giant monster. She wondered why Maggie would turn into a pigeon.
While Princess Lorgar was still in a daze, Ashes patted her on the shoulder. “Time to pack up. We’ll soon reach Neverwinter.”