Chapter 537: The Dream (Part II)
Candlelight filled the underground chamber—dozens of them, pooled into a trembling gold that barely reached the ceiling. The crowd knelt in concentric rows, faces down. Iffy knelt among them, her knees on cold stone.
“Is this the new girl? Lift your head and show me your face.”
She raised her head. What looked back at her was a mask—smooth, reflective, cold as polished iron. She almost screamed.
“Don’t be afraid.” The voice was softer than the mask deserved. “The mask is for concealing who I am, nothing more. I am Heidi Morgan. From today, you are Bloodfang.”
Iffy found her courage in a fold somewhere deep in the fear. “Why—why can’t you accept Annie?”
“Presumptuous!” The red-haired woman’s voice cracked through the chamber.
Laughter from the kneeling ranks—quiet, knowing, directed inward.
“It’s all right.” Heidi descended from the dais with the slow ease of someone who had never needed to hurry. She stopped before Iffy and looked at her for a moment. “Because I cannot feed them all.”
“She can find her own food—”
“And live like a rat? Burrow in gutters, survive on leavings, grow feral with each passing season?” Heidi shook her head. “I have watched what that does to people. The Bloodfang Association does not make rats. It makes beasts.”
“Beasts?”
“Have you seen a cliff wolf?”
Iffy had not.
“They are the symbol of the Kingdom of Wolfheart. Masters of the high places.” Heidi’s voice took on the cadence of something repeated and believed. “Every litter, the mother kills the weakest cubs she cannot feed—so the rest grow strong. What do you say to that?”
Iffy said nothing.
“You might say: divide the milk equally, and all survive. But survival is not strength. Underfed cubs cannot hunt when they come of age. They cannot leave the den. They cannot reproduce. The bloodline ends, slowly and gently and completely.” She lifted Iffy’s chin with two fingers. “The God’s message is here, in the cliff wolf: what does not grow strong, ends. Combat witches—like you, like what you are becoming—are the symbol and the shield of our race.”
The candles guttered. Iffy could feel the emotion of the assembled witches pressing against her like heat—excitement, purpose, the particular joy of people who have been given permission to believe they matter.
She hesitated. “What if there’s enough food for every wolf?”
Heidi laughed—a short, genuine sound. “Then they are no longer wolves. They are dogs.”
The whip fell across her back with a sound like a branch snapping.
“Twenty-four.” She had learned to keep the count without being asked. Clenching her teeth was automatic now.
The lash came twice more. Blood and sweat traced down her spine in cold lines.
“That’s today’s quota. Double tomorrow if you fail again.” A large rib landed in the center of the four punished witches. “Dinner was over an hour ago. This is what I petitioned from the Lord—extra provisions. Divide it without using your abilities. Remember: without magic.”
Enough meat for four full stomachs. After what training consumed, having extra was the difference between completing tomorrow or breaking halfway through.
Like a beast.
Only the strong survive.
Iffy’s eyes fixed on the meat. Then she threw herself at the nearest witch.
“The Secret Association—destroyed. No one escaped. Not even the leader.”
“The church is encamping by the eastern coast.”
“Damned nobles.” Heidi’s composure had cracked; something raw was showing through. “I’ll tear them into pieces.”
The Wolfheart influence was being eliminated piece by piece. Only the Bloodfang Association remained, and barely. Iffy still didn’t understand exactly how the nobles were involved, but she could read the pressure in the room.
“Let Shaji and me go. We’ll end them.”
“It’s too late.” Heidi clenched her hands. “The church has found Archduke Island. We can’t stay.” She looked around the room with the expression of someone choosing between exits they do not like. “We go to Sleeping Island.”
“The one that sent a pigeon last time?”
“The association led by the Wimbledon girl. We’ll draw from their numbers and strengthen ourselves—temporarily. I will come back. The Kingdom of Wolfheart will be mine.”
“Why do these people follow a little girl?” Heidi’s glass shattered against the far wall. “What does she have?”
Sleeping Island had proved stranger than expected. The witches there answered to Tilly Wimbledon with a loyalty Heidi seemed unable to reverse engineer. The leader herself had an Extraordinary standing watch at her shoulder—remove that, and the whole structure should have wobbled. It didn’t.
“She preaches that non-combat witches are equals,” Shaji offered. “No one wants to be excluded.”
“Ridiculous. Does she forget who defeated the church in the Fjords? Combat witches. And she expects us to believe her brother in the Western Region agrees with this fantasy?”
“He does seem to.”
“Made up. Stories to win the assistant witches’ votes.” Heidi was pacing now, a motion that Iffy recognized as something other than anger. It was fear, wearing the face of anger. “I will not let them keep saying it. You are going to the Western Region. You will expose her lies. Tell the lord I can offer him double what she can.”
Iffy did not say: You look nothing like a beast right now. You look like a lamb that has finally noticed the fence.
She did not say it. She had learned, long ago, what to leave unspoken.
“Why did you abandon me?”
Annie stood before her—or what had been Annie. Her face was a white, unmarked space.
“You left me for this.” Her voice came from nowhere and everywhere. “For this master, this life, this ridiculous doctrine. You betrayed everything.”
“No—Annie—”
She looked and could not find Annie’s face. It had been so long.
Don’t let me forget her. Please don’t let me forget her.
She wrenched herself awake.
Gray-white ceiling. The hanging lamp. The weight of a body drenched in sweat.
A dream.
She squeezed her eyes shut and reached for the image of Annie’s face, and found it—still there, still clear. She exhaled.
When she opened her eyes, there was a small girl at the bedside, watching her with the careful openness of someone who hadn’t learned not to.
“Who are you?”
“Nana.” The girl tilted her head. “Did you have a bad dream?”
Iffy’s shirt clung to her back. “Did I—say anything?”
“You kept saying ‘I am a beast.’” Nana spread her arms wide, as if demonstrating something. “‘I am a beast, I am a beast.’ Over and over.” She paused, earnest and puzzled. “But you’re not a beast.”
“You don’t know what I am.”
“I do,” Nana said, and a small smile crossed her face. “You’re just like me. We’re both people.”
Chapter 537: The Dream (Part II)
Translator: TransN Editor: TransN
Deep inside the burrow, the crowd knelt down, worshiping a woman dressed in luxurious finery. Countless candles were silently burning, faintly glowing stars covering the ground.
“Is this the new kid? Lift your head and let me see your face.”
Iffy lifted her head timidly, but could only see a mask reflecting cold light. She was almost screaming out loud at that moment.
“I’m Heidi Morgan. Don’t be afraid, the mask was just to protect my identity.” The woman’s voice was softer than Iffy imagined. “You’re a member of the Bloodfang Association from today onwards.”
“Why… can’t you accept Annie?” Iffy summoned up her courage to ask.
“Presumptuous!” The red-haired woman shouted.
The other witches were chuckling as if sneering at her stupidity.
“It’s okay,” Heidi said, waving her hand. She walked down from the stage to approach Iffy and said, “Because there’s no way for me to support so many witches.”
“She, she can find her own food.”
“To live like a rat? Hide in the gutter all day and eat others’ leftovers? Living that way will gradually make you more like a savage by the day,” Heidi shook her head and said, “The Bloodfang Association needs beasts, not rats waiting to be slaughtered by others.”
“B-beast?” Iffy could not help but repeat after her.
“Yes. Have you ever seen a cliff wolf?”
Iffy shook her head.
“They’re the symbol of the Kingdom of Wolfheart and master of the mountains. They can give birth to three or four cubs every time, but not all the cubs can survive. Do you know why?” Heidi slowly explained. “Because the mother wolf will kill some cubs that she can’t find enough food to support to make sure the rest of the cubs are well-fed. The future generation that was grown up in such circumstances could continue to live within the tough environment.”
Iffy opened her mouth, but she did not know what to say.
“Cutting down the amount of feeding to each cub can also keep all the cubs alive. However, it’s simply being alive—the young wolves without sufficient nutrition will not able to hunt for themselves when they grow up. They would not be able to step out of the nest, neither would they have a chance to reproduce. The cliff wolf clan would completely vanish in the long run. What do you think of that?”
“I…”
Heidi lifted Iffy’s chin up with her finger. “My child, this is the inspiration the God sends to us: Witches must act like the beasts in order to survive in the oppression. And strong combat witches will naturally become the symbol of the entire race, for example… who you are now!”
The candlelight started to flicker. Iffy did not hear any cheering but she could feel their emotions. The combination of the emotions of excitement, inspiration, and joy was like the unspoken volcano.
After a while, she hesitantly asked, “What, what if there is sufficient food for every single wolf?”
“In that case, they’re no longer the wolves,” Heidi laughed and said, “but dogs”.
…
The whip slashed on Iffy’s back, making a crisp noise.
“Idiot, you can’t even complete such a little practice, wasting all the food that was fed to you. Tell me, how many whips is this?”
“24” Iffy clenched her teeth and said.
She was responded to by continuous whips. Blood and sweat were flowing down from her back, drenching her pants.
“That’s all for today. You’ll get double flogging if the same happens for tomorrow’s training.” The red-haired woman threw a huge piece of rib into the middle of the four witches who were punished. “The dinner time is over. This is the extra food I asked Lord Heidi for. You divide it amongst yourselves. Remember, no magic power allowed.”
The amount of the rib was enough to fill up four of their stomachs.
However, the fight training consumed a great amount of energy. The possibility to complete it would increase if they had extra food supply as supplement in between meals.
Like a beast…
Only strong witches can survive.
Iffy stared at the meat in front of her and pounced onto the witch nearest to her.
…
“The Secret Association was destroyed by the church. I heard that none of them escaped.”
“Even the leader of the witches.”
“The church is camping by the eastern coast!”
“The damned nobles.” Heidi did not look well. “I’m going to tear them into pieces sooner or later!”
The influence of witches within the Kingdom of Wolfheart was eliminated one by one, leaving only the Bloodfang Association to barely support itself. Although Iffy did not quite understand why it was related to the nobles on the island, she could sense that the situation was getting critical.
“In this case, send Shaji and me to get rid of them.” Iffy suggested.
“It’s too late! The church has noticed the Archduke Island. We can no longer stay here,” Heidi clenched her teeth and said. “Let’s go to Sleeping Island.”
“You’re talking about… the witch association which sent the pigeon to deliver the letter last time?” Iffy asked.
“Exactly. We can draw some manpower from there to strengthen ourselves. It’s only temporary; I’ll be back here sooner or later! The Kingdom of Wolfheart is mine!”
…
“Damn. Why are these people willing to listen to the orders from a little girl?” Heidi angrily threw the glass onto the ground.
Iffy was speechless. The witches on Sleeping Island were like sheep in her eyes, as they did not have much power of resistance when they were facing enemies, including the so-called leader, Tilly Wimbledon. Without the Extraordinary beside her, she would not be able to hold the position.
“It’s probably because she’s preaching the equal importance of non-combat witches?” Shaji interrupted. “No one wants to be excluded.”
“Ridiculous! She didn’t even think about who defeated the church in Fjords! Who’ll believe such a nonsense?”
“Tilly’s elder brother, Lord of the Western Region seems to agree with that.”
“That was all made up by them! No one knows what a lord really wants better than I do!” Heidi angrily said. “You thought that I built the Bloodfang Association for…” she suddenly stopped for a while and then continued, “No, I can’t allow them to continue talking nonsense. You have to go to the Western Region and expose Tilly’s lies! Bring my words to the lord. I can offer double for what Tilly Wimbledon has to offer!”
Somehow, Iffy felt that Lord Heidi at the moment was nowhere like a beast but an exasperated lamb.
“That’s why you abandoned me?”
Annie’s figure suddenly appeared in front of her. “You left me for this kind of master and such a ridiculous life, betraying my trust towards you?”
“No, Annie…”
Iffy was horrified to notice the blank space on Annie’s face.
“Do you… forget about me?”
She quickly opened her eyes and everything that had been in front of her eyes just now suddenly disappeared, leaving the gray-white colored ceiling of the room and the hanging light.
Is this a dream?
She quickly closed her eyes again to recall Annie’s face. Fortunately, Iffy still clearly remembered her look.
Iffy turned around and sat up on her bed, feeling slightly relieved. However, she saw a little girl curiously looking at her by the bed.
Iffy could tell from her eyes that she must be someone who had not experienced any suffers and struggles… someone who was also called the sheep.
“Who’re you?”
“Nana,” the little girl tilted her head and said. “Did you have a nightmare?”
Iffy could feel that her back was drenched in her sweat at that moment. “Did I… say anything?”
“Oh, yes. You kept mumbling that ‘I’m a beast… I’m a beast…’,” the little girl said with her arms open, “Why did you say that? You’re not a beast.”
She bit her lips and said, “You… have no idea.”
“I have,” Nana said, while covering her grin with her hand. “You’re just like me. Aren’t we both human beings?”