Chapter 433: Unrequited Love
The maid set the wine on the table, glanced at the three of them with undisguised curiosity, and left.
When the door closed, the noise from the tavern lobby dropped away. The private room was suddenly very quiet.
Otto’s heart had not stopped racing since the market. He stared at Andrea across the table as though looking away might cause her to dissolve. “I thought it was a dream. Belinda and Oro both believe you’re dead. I never thought—” He stopped. “What happened?”
He had not imagined she would be easy to find, and he had been right. In the market, the moment he shouted her name, she had stared at him—and the fact that she responded to it confirmed she was no lookalike. No one else could have her bearing. She had frowned, walked up to him, and quietly ordered him to follow. Not excited. Not relieved. Composed in the way of someone who has been composing herself for a long time.
They had come here, to this private room, where he now sat across from her and the dark-haired woman who had come with her. He had had time on the walk over to feel ashamed of his outburst—a nobleman drawing a scene in a commoner market—and to remind himself that Andrea would not have wanted the attention.
“Your ex-lover?” the dark-haired woman said, looking him over with something between assessment and amusement.
“Since you insisted on coming,” Andrea said to her, “you could at least know when to stop talking. Even mutes manage it.”
“I came to protect you.” The woman—Ashes, she would say when asked—smiled without particular concern. “And you dragged me here to find Tilly a birthday gift, so throwing me out now would be rather ungracious.”
“That depends on who one is being gracious toward.”
“And you,” Ashes said, turning to Otto, “who are you, and how do you know her?”
“Otto Luoxi. From the Kingdom of Dawn.” Her directness was unlike any noblewoman’s; he could not place her. “Andrea and I have known each other since childhood—along with my sister Belinda, Oro Tokat, and the eldest son of the King of Dawn, His Highness Appen. We were all very close.”
“Sounds like a gathering of wealthy children.” Ashes shrugged.
“You said she was dead?”
“That’s because—”
“Enough.” Andrea’s voice cut between them without rising. “Belinda and Oro are right. The woman from the Quinn Family you knew is dead.”
“But you’re sitting here.” Otto shook his head. “What happened?”
In the City of Glow, the capital of the Kingdom of Dawn, the most powerful families below the royal house were the Tokat, Quinn, and Luoxi families. Their heads had been the king’s trusted companions since the founding, and that closeness had passed down the generations intact. Andrea Quinn—eldest daughter of the Prime Minister—had been the jewel of that world: unmatched in appearance, in lineage, in the education that produced the particular ease with which powerful people moved through rooms.
She had had many suitors. Otto was one of them. Oro was another, and more forthright about it.
Then, on a spring outing, Andrea’s carriage went out of control and fell into a canyon. The search that followed had joined the resources of three great families and the attention of the king himself. They found what they were told was her body at the foot of the mountains.
Otto had been low for a long time afterward. He and Oro had both loved her, but Oro had already begun his courtship while Otto had not yet spoken. He had believed he would never get the chance.
After a long silence, Andrea said, “It wasn’t an accident.”
“What?”
“The carriage accident was staged. My father arranged it.” Her voice was even. “He had discovered that I was a witch.”
Otto felt the word land somewhere behind his ribs. “A witch.”
“You hid it rather well,” Ashes said, covering a smile. “Even your own childhood friends didn’t know.”
Andrea ignored her. “Once father knew, he moved quickly. I wasn’t in the carriage. A driver and a maid died in my place. Then I was sent out of the Kingdom of Dawn and settled quietly in Palisade City, in the Kingdom of Graycastle.” She paused. “He didn’t ask for my opinion. He didn’t care what I thought. He only cared about removing me as quickly as possible.”
“I see.” The words were inadequate and Otto knew it. The beloved Flower of Glow—a witch all along. If it had become known, the damage to the Quinn Family name would have been severe. He started to say as much—that the staged accident had perhaps protected her—but she interrupted him with a short, cold laugh.
“Protected? Father was Prime Minister. He controlled the outer city’s surveillance forces. What could the church have done—sent the Judgement Army straight through the inner city to arrest the Prime Minister’s daughter?” Her voice, still level, had acquired an edge. “He had every resource to shield me and chose instead to erase me. Nana Pine’s father is a Baron. A Baron. And when the church threatened his daughter, he walked to the lord’s castle himself and demanded mercy from His Highness Roland. My father was one of the most powerful men in the Kingdom of Dawn.” She stopped. “Call that protection if you want.”
Silence filled the room. Otto turned his wine glass slowly in his hands without drinking.
“Are you… going back?” he said finally. He heard how hesitant it sounded.
“Never.” Andrea rose. “The lady of the Quinn Family died five years ago. That was what father wanted. She can stay dead.”
He tried once more, grasping for something that might reach her. “Oro still leaves flowers at your grave. Every year. He hasn’t forgotten you.”
She moved to the door. Her voice, when it came, was very quiet. “His love is one-sided. He’ll forget me eventually.”
The door closed. Otto sat in the empty room and listened to the sounds of the lobby—voices, laughter, the clink of cups—and felt them at a great remove.
He had mentioned Oro.
Even now, standing in front of her after five years of believing her dead, he had spoken Oro’s name instead of his own. He had measured out the exact dose of cowardice he had always been capable of.
I can’t forget you either.
He closed his eyes.
Chapter 433: Unrequited Love
Translator: TransN Editor: TransN
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“Enjoy.” The maid placed some wine on the table and gave the three people a strange glance. “If you need a refill, just pull the rope near the door.”
“Got it. You’re excused.” Otto waved his hand, and the maid bowed and left. When the door closed, the ruckus in the lobby was blocked out, and the room immediately fell silent.
Even now, his heart was still racing, and he stared intensely at Andrea, as if he was afraid she would suddenly disappear. “I thought this was a dream. Belinda and Oro both think you’re dead, and I never thought I’d see you again…”
Otto’s loud outburst in the market caused Andrea to stare at him; since she responded to this name, this meant that she wasn’t just a lookalike.
In fact, she couldn’t be anyone else, since Andrea’s outstanding beauty and air of elegance were unparalleled among other girls.
However, she wasn’t as excited to see him as he had expected, and instead, she frowned, walked up to him, and sternly ordered him to follow her as she exited the market.
“She probably didn’t want to cause a scene. Yes, that’s right, the noble shouldn’t draw attention to themselves when among commoners. I was being rude.”
He followed the two people into a private room in a pub and finally got a chance to take a closer look at Andrea. Even after five years, she still looked
the same as he remembered. If this was a dream, he hoped that it would last a little longer.
“This is your ex-lover?” The dark-haired girl whistled in awe.
“Since you insisted on coming, you should know when to keep your mouth shut,” Andrea said with a glare. “Even if you stay quiet, no one will think you’re mute.”
“I came to protect you,” said the other girl with a grin. “Besides, you dragged me here to buy Tilly a birthday present, so kicking me out now would be an improper behavior for a noblewoman.”
“That depends on who the behavior is directed to.” Andrea scoffed. “I don’t have to be proper towards you.”
“This is …” Otto didn’t get a response from Andrea and felt a little awkward, so he turned to the equally stunning dark-haired girl. “… your friend?”
“Ashes,” she said quickly before Andrea could respond. “Who are you, and why do you know her?”
“I’m Otto Luoxi, and I come from the Kingdom of Dawn.” He was slightly taken aback by her interrogating tone—this Ashes girl spoke too bluntly and incisively to be an educated noblewoman, so why was Andrea in her company? “I’ve known Andrea since we were children, along with my sister Belinda, Oro Tokat, and the eldest son of the King of Dawn, His Highness Appen. We were all extremely close.”
“Sounds like a bunch of rich brats.” Ashes shrugged. “You said she died?”
“That’s because…”
“That’s enough.” Andrea interrupted. “Belinda and Oro are right—the lady of the Quinn Family whom you knew is dead.”
“But you’re right here.” Otto shook his head. “What happened?”
Besides the royal family, the most powerful families in the City of Glow, the capital of the Kingdom of Dawn, were the Tokat, Quinn and Luoxi families, because their heads were the King’s trusted friends and held high positions. This tradition had been passed down since the founding of the Kingdom of Dawn and remained the same for Otto’s generation.
Andrea was the eldest daughter of the Quinn family and was outstanding in her appearance and background, so she naturally had many suitors, including Otto and Oro.
However, no one expected that during a spring outing, Andrea’s carriage would go out of control and fall into a canyon, an accident that even startled the king. The three families combined their efforts to search for her, and ages later, they found her battered body at the foot of the mountains.
After hearing about this, Otto was depressed for a long time, because while Oro had already begun pursuing Andrea, he had not yet expressed his feelings to her. He never thought he would get the chance to do it, and he would never have expected to see her again in this foreign land.
After a long pause, Andrea sighed. “It wasn’t an accident.
“W… what?”
“The carriage accident five years ago was all planned by my family,” she whispered. “Father found out that I was a witch.”
Otto was startled. “A witch?”
“Seems like you did a pretty good job of hiding your powers,” Ashes said, covering her mouth, “since you were even able to fool your childhood friends.”
Andrea ignored her. “Yes. After father learned this, he immediately arranged for the accident to be staged—I wasn’t even in the carriage, and a driver and maid lost their lives for me. Then, I was sent away from the Kingdom of Dawn and settled secretly in Palisade City of the Kingdom of Graycastle.” She paused. “He never actually asked for my opinion on the matter and didn’t
care what I thought because he was only focused on getting rid of me as quickly as possible.”
“So that’s what happened…” Otto fell silent. “The beloved ‘Flower of Glow’ is actually a witch. If word of this gets out, it’ll greatly damage the Quinn Family name.” However, the staged accident also protected Andrea from harm—as a member of the upper noble, he had heard many tragic stories about the sufferings of witches who fell into the hands of the church.
After some hesitation, he shared his thoughts with Andrea, but she interrupted him with a cold chuckle.
“Protect? As long as father didn’t give me up, what could the church have done? Sent the Judgement Army straight into the inner city to arrest me?” She raised her voice. “He was Prime Minister to the King of Dawn and controlled the outer city’s surveillance teams, but he didn’t do anything to help me. Nana’s father was only a Baron, but for the sake of his daughter, he went straight to the Lord’s castle and demanded mercy from His Highness Roland, while my father simply banished me from my home. Do you call that protecting me?”
Otto was at a loss for words, and after a long and awkward silence, he finally said hesitantly, “Are… are you going back?”
“Never.” Andrea stood up. “I already said that the lady of the Quinn family died five years ago, which was exactly what father wanted.”
“Oro still leaves flowers at your grave every year. He can’t forget you.”
She walked up to the door and whispered, “His love is one-sided, so he’ll forget me one day.”
As Otto watched the two people disappear from view, he lay helplessly on his chair.
He was beginning to hate his cowardice.
Even at that moment, he still only mentioned Oro instead of expressing his own feelings.
I can’t forget you either.
He closed his eyes.