Chapter 238: How Could I Possibly Regret This?
A week later, the expedition force returned to Border Town.
From departure to return: nearly half a month. Five days longer than expected. The cause had been a report from Longsong Stronghold—Acting Duke Petrov’s messenger, arriving on the day the fleet had set out for home, carrying word of an unknown plague. Petrov, following the protocols Roland had established in advance, had isolated the infected and closed the city before sending the report. Roland had dispatched Maggie east along the Redwater River at once, flying hard until she found the fleet, delivering new orders: detour to Longsong Stronghold, eradicate the demonic plague, then continue home.
On the day of their return, Roland brought everyone to the docks—the full remaining garrison, the families of every soldier in the expedition. The familiar march carried across the water before the ships were visible, and when the soldiers came down the pier they were met with cheers, with arms open, with people going down on one knee to shout long live His Highness in the way they had learned from watching the army’s own ceremonies. Soldiers embraced wives, embraced children. Echo’s gun salute went up at precisely the right moment. The celebration spread; refugees from the temporary camp came to see what was happening, and the serfs from across the Redwater came too, and for a time the docks held more people than the town’s square had held a year ago.
In the castle afterward, Iron Axe gave his full report.
“The attacker who penetrated the First Army’s camp was a witch,” Roland said, when Iron Axe had finished that section. He turned it over. “She was unlikely to belong to the street rats.”
“Theo agrees. He believes the rats are controlled by a separate force—street organizations of that size almost never operate outside their territory of their own initiative. The only forces in King’s City capable of directing them and possessing a witch are the Church and King Timothy.” Iron Axe’s tone was considered. “Even the most powerful nobles would be unable to mobilize the Skeleton Fingers at full strength and leave their own territory exposed. The rats were commanded, not hired.”
“Timothy is in the Eastern Region. And I don’t believe he’s bold enough to send a witch alone into a combat situation.” Thinking of Wendy’s and Ashes’ prior encounters with the Church, the picture that formed was not surprising. A group of witches raised and trained in secret—that fit. “Are you certain she’s dead?”
“Nightingale’s shot entered the chest and destroyed the thoracic cavity,” Iron Axe said. “We buried her in the wheat field near where we found our sentry’s remains.”
The final accounting: over their last day, the three-hundred-strong expedition had faced a full-strength attack by the Skeleton Fingers. Result—one dead, four injured. The one casualty was the sentry taken by the witch before the alarm was raised; the four injuries were crossbow hits from the approaching rats before the firefight ended the engagement. The revolving rifles had brought the battle to a conclusion before it ever reached the melee phase. The injured had been bandaged immediately, Lily’s presence preventing infection, and sent back to Border Town for Nana’s treatment. As long as the bolts had missed vital organs and the bleeding was managed, survival was near-certain.
Roland was satisfied. The capability gap was real, and widening. As for the sentry problem—how to ensure posts always had eyes on one another—he left it with Iron Axe to solve. Iron Axe knew the answer to that kind of problem better than he did.
“You’ve all worked hard. Tomorrow I’ll hold a ceremony in the central square—go notify the full force.”
When Iron Axe was gone, Roland let out a breath.
He reached into his desk drawer and placed a packet of dried fish on the table.
“Well done,” he said. “If not for you, I’m afraid the outcome would have been very different.”
Nightingale’s figure appeared beside him. She accepted the fish with a smile. “As I said—I had everything under control.”
“How strong was she?”
“Agile. Determined. She’d been training for years—I could tell.” Nightingale pulled a piece of dried fish apart with her fingers and reported the sequence of events in a level tone, with the deliberate casuality of someone who has decided how they want to feel about a thing and is presenting it that way. He heard the small disruption when she reached the shooting. “When I saw her eyes as she moved toward Wendy—I understood. There was nothing that would stop her, short of death.”
A moment of quiet.
“Do you remember what you said to me, on the way back after we defeated Timothy’s militia?”
She considered. “‘This is not your fault’?”
“Yes.” He nodded. “If she was raised by the Church from childhood—trained from early on to see witches outside the Church as traitors, as fallen—years of coexistence probably wouldn’t have changed her. That kind of thinking doesn’t cure easily.” He paused. “At least her death meant Wendy lived.”
Nightingale laughed. “Are you trying to comfort me?”
“Ke—” He cleared his throat twice. “Those were my genuine thoughts.”
“Relax. I don’t mourn the enemy.” She ate a piece of dried fish. “She was a witch, yes. But the path she chose was entirely different from anything I want to see in the future. I said this on the ship during the return journey—I knocked her down while protecting my sisters. I fulfilled my duty. Nothing more.”
“Good.” He meant it. He had thought she might come back shaken—that killing another witch for the first time, regardless of the circumstances, would leave something unresolved. She had resolved it faster than he expected. In mind and in belief, Nightingale was different from the woman he had first encountered.
She swallowed the fish and hesitated. The hesitation was brief and then she looked at him directly, voice dropping slightly. “There is one small thing I want to ask.”
“What?”
“What were you and Anna doing while we were gone?” The voice went quieter still, but the eyes stayed steady on his face. “You know what I mean.”
Roland nearly knocked over his cup. “Ke—that’s very sudden—during those days I was occupied finding shelter for the refugees, there was almost no time to—”
Her eyes lit up at once. “That wasn’t a lie.”
“Of course not—”
Nightingale disappeared.
A moment later he felt it: a pair of lips against his, light and brief, there and gone. The faint salt of dried fish.
He sat very still for a long moment.
“Wait—”
Two fingers settled over his mouth.
“I know what you want to say.” Her voice came from somewhere just beside his ear, barely above a whisper. “I don’t want to change anything. I’m not placing myself between you and Anna—I only want to stay by your side. That’s all. Forgive me for not letting you see my face right now. I don’t know what expression I should wear in front of you.” A pause. “Your Highness—you don’t dislike me?”
He opened his mouth.
Saying he disliked Nightingale was not possible. That had never been the barrier. What stood between them was not feeling but the weight of twenty years of habit, twenty years of a framework for how people were supposed to relate to each other—a framework imported from somewhere else entirely, increasingly difficult to pretend was native to this world. He could no longer deceive himself about what it was.
“In that case,” she whispered, “don’t say anything. This isn’t your fault. I only did what I wanted to do. That’s all.”
Chapter 238 How could I possibly regret this?
A week later, the expedition of the First Army and witches finally returned to Border Town. From the date of their departure until their return, the mission had almost lasted half a month, five days longer than expected.
The main reason for the delay was that on the day the fleet had set out on the way home, Longsong Stronghold Acting Duke Petrov’s messenger arrived in Border Town, reporting the outbreak of an unknown plague in the stronghold.
Due to Roland’s previous warning, the moment when Petrov became aware of the disease, he took measures to isolate the patients as well as possible, and completely closed down the city, then immediately send a messenger over to Border Town.
After receiving the report of an outbreak, Roland sent Maggie out, and had her fly with great speed eastwards along the Redwater River, looking for the fleet carrying the First Army, to give them the order to change their route and take the fork to Longsong Stronghold. Later, after the eradication of the demonic plague, once more set out to return home.
On the day of their return, Roland led all the other members of the First Army and the families of the expedition members to the docks to celebrate their smooth return. Accompanied by the sound of the familiar army march, the soldiers excitedly saluted the Prince, while many other people imitated the knighting ceremony and went down on one knee to loudly shout out ‘Long live His Highness’. After they had walked down the pier, they fell into the arms of their loved ones and tightly hugged them, accentuated by Echo’s timely gun salute. The atmosphere of the scene became so lively that it attracted the refugees and the serfs to soon come join them.
Back in the castle, Iron Axe gave a full report on the mission.
“You mean to say, that the enemy attacking the First Army had a witch within their ranks?” After thinking about it for a moment, Roland continued. “It’s unlikely that she was part of the street rats.”
“Theo thinks the same thing; he even believes that the rats belong to an other force. Otherwise, those scum would almost never leave their nest and try to operate outside of it. The only forces in King’s city that can control the rats and could also possess a witch are the Church and King Timothy.” Iron Axe said, “Even those other powerful nobles would be unable to force the largest street rats organization to move at full strength, and leave their nest vulnerable.”
“But Timothy is actually in the Eastern Region, and I don’t believe that he is daring enough to send a witch out to fight alone, I think that the Church is more suspect.” Thinking of Wendy and Ashes’ encounters with the Church, it wasn’t surprisingly to Roland that the Church had trained a group of witches in secret. “Are you sure she’s dead?”
“Nightingale’s shot hit her in the chest, breaking her thoracic cavity into pieces,” Iron Axe said while nodding, “we buried her in the wheat field, at the place where we found the remains of our sentry.”
At the end of their last day, their team of three hundred people had met an attack of a vast number of rats with the final result of one dead and four injured. The only victim was the soldier who died by the hands of the witch, the other four injured had been hit by lucky crossbow shots from the approaching rats. With their revolver rifles greater firepower, the fight was already over before it even came to the melee combat phase. The wounded soldiers had immediately been properly bandaged and sent back to Border Town to be treated by Nana – it was due to the presence of Lily that their injuries showed almost no sign of infection. As long as the crossbow arrows did not hit vital organs and they were able to stop the bleeding soon enough, the chance for the injured to survive was very good.
In general, seeing the First Army acquiring this kind of result during their second expedition, made Roland feel very satisfied. As for how to hinder the enemy from successful attacking the sentries, Roland knew very little about that. The only thing he did know was that they needed to set up the posts so
that they could always monitor one another, but how to do it exactly, was a task better left to Iron Axe to handle.
“You have worked hard; I will hold a ceremony at the central square of the town, tomorrow. You should go and notify all members of the First Army about it.”
When Iron Axe finally retired, Roland let out a long breath.
“Well done,” with this words, Roland took a bag of grilled fish from the drawer and put it on the table. “If it hasn’t been for you, I’m afraid they would have been in great danger.”
At his words, Nightingale’s figure appeared at his side and with a smile accepted the dried fish. “Like I said before, I had everything under my control.”
“How was the strength of the other side?”
“She was very agile and acted very determined; I think she should have been in training for several years. If it wasn’t for her trying to resist at the same time as I entered my fog, I can’t say for sure if I would have been able to avoid being hit by her fine powder.” Nightingale just shrugged it off and tried to seem casual during her report of the following events, but he still became aware of her discomfort when she told about the shooting. “but, when I saw the look in her eyes when she stabbed at Wendy, I came to an understanding, that with the exception of death there was nothing that would stop her.”
“…” For a moment Roland was silent. “Do you still remember what you said to me on the way back after the defeat of Timothy’s militia?”
Nightingale thought back, ” ‘This is not your fault’ ?”
“That’s it,” he nodded. “If she were a witch who was raised by the Church from early on, she would always treat you as a traitor, a fallen, even after a few years of coexistence, it would still be tough to cure her of that way of thinking… At least with her death, you were able to save Wendy’s life.”
Nightingale began to laugh “Are you trying to comfort me?”
“Ke…” Roland coughed twice, “Those were my real thoughts.”
“Feel relieved, I won’t feel sad for the enemy, although she was a witch, the path she chose was entirely different from the one I desire to see in the future, this is the same I already said aboard during the journey back.” Nightingale picked up a piece of dried fish and put it into her mouth, “I just knocked the enemy down while protecting my sisters, I only fulfilled my duty, nothing more.”
“It is good if you can think like that,” Roland said happily. It seems that he had still underestimated her, with his thought that she would feel lost and confused after personally killing another witch, never expecting that she would be able to adjust to it in just a short time. It appears that in both mind and belief, Nightingale was coming close to reaching maturity.
She swallowed the fish, hesitated for a moment and then opened her mouth to say: “But there is one little thing I want to ask you.”
“What?”
“What were you and Anna doing during these days?” Even though Nightingale’s voice became lower and lower, her eyes kept their focus on the Prince, “…you know what I’m talking about.”
Roland almost knocked the cup over in his hands, “Keke, asking this so suddenly, what do you… during these days I have been occupied with finding a place to settle the refugees, there wasn’t much chance to be alone with her.”
Immediately her eyes began to lit up. “That wasn’t a lie.”
“Of course not, I was –”
Before another word could escape Roland’s lips, Nightingale suddenly vanished into thin air, immediately following which he felt a pair of soft lips on his mouth, after a fleeting touch only leaving behind the light flavor of salty fish. It took him a long while until he realized what had just happened.
“Wait –“
Once more he couldn’t finish what he wanted to say. This time, two slender fingers sealed his mouth, even though he couldn’t see her, but he knew that Nightingale was still standing at his side.
“I know what you want to say…” she whispered next to his ear, “I do not want to change anything, I don’t intend to put myself between you and Anna, I merely hope to be always stay by your side, that’s all. Forgive me for not daring to show my figure to you, because right now, I also don’t know what kind of expression I should show when facing you. Your Highness, you don’t dislike me?”
“…” Roland opened his mouth, but it seemed that saying he disliked Nightingale was impossible. The barrier that kept him from accepting her was not something about like and dislike, but rather ethical, shaped by twenty years of social experience before coming to this world, by now, he could no longer deceive himself.
“That being the case,” she whispered, “do not say anything. It’s not your fault; I only did what I wanted to after all.”