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Chapter 15: Flattering Oneself

“You can heal small animals,” Roland said when the knight had gone. “Why would you believe what you do is evil?”

Nana twisted her hands in her lap. “The teacher said — witches can do things ordinary people can’t. And sometimes it doesn’t look bad. But that’s the trap. The devil sets it to tempt people.” She looked up, then quickly away. “I really haven’t seen the devil. I swear I haven’t.”

“I know you haven’t. Because there is no devil. The Church lied, and your teacher believed them.”

Her jaw dropped. “The Church lies? But why would they—”

Roland shook his head. There was no short answer that would make sense to her; there wasn’t a short answer that would make sense to most people. Before a civilization reached a certain level of development, this kind of thing was inevitable. When people encountered something they couldn’t explain — plague, drought, fire, the strange light in someone’s hands — they needed an author. Invisible hands. Someone pulling strings behind the curtain. It was a human reflex, and history had used it against women disproportionately, stacking the incomprehensible onto their backs and calling it guilt.

In this world, witches with measurable, repeatable powers of unknown origin had made themselves a perfect target. The Church had faced a binary choice: consecrate them as saints, or condemn them as devils. Consecration was impossible — the moment a witch outside the Church’s jurisdiction appeared, the Church’s claim to exclusive divine authority cracked. Monotheism could not accommodate a second source. So: extermination. Not because of faith, not because of evidence, but because of institutional logic. Simple and ugly.

He would not explain this to a fourteen-year-old girl who had been through enough already.

The knight returned with the chicken.

What followed was methodical. Nana’s expression shifted from confused to resigned to actively aggrieved over the course of half an hour. Roland noted everything: the range of injuries she could address, the speed of healing, the limits at the margin. No regeneration of missing tissue from nothing. No reversal of death. But within those limits — remarkable. The healing was visible, real, continuous. When she laid her hand against a wound, the wound closed.

He watched her energy level. She was not sweating the way Anna did after training. The exertion was there but not ruinous. That was important.

When the chicken finally died, Nana fixed Roland with a look that communicated, across all barriers of rank and age, that she found him personally responsible for the afternoon’s events.

He summoned tea.

It worked. He had run the same experiment on Anna and established the principle: very few girls of this age could maintain moral outrage in the face of quality pastries. Nana’s expression softened within thirty seconds of the first bite. By the second she had entirely reclassified him from monster to merely eccentric.

He let her finish, then let her go.

After she left, Anna appeared at his elbow. She had been sitting across the yard, quiet through all of it, watching.

“Why didn’t you keep her here?” she asked. “She’s a witch.”

“Her family doesn’t know yet. As long as they don’t, she has a normal life.”

“It’s only a matter of time.”

“Yes.” He looked at her. “So — it’s a little late to ask. But do you want to see your father?”

Nothing moved in her face. She shook her head.

He understood the shape of it without pressing further. Her father had handed her to the gallows. Whatever that door had been, she had closed it from the inside. She had nothing to go back to, but she had something she hadn’t had before. It would have to be enough.

“Nana will be here every other day,” he said. “To practice.”

Anna’s eyes changed slightly — not much, just a brightening at the edges. She nodded.

“And Karl’s school is still running. If you wanted to study with the other children—”

She didn’t answer. He didn’t push. Some things required time to grow back into.

“These circumstances won’t last forever,” he said instead. “As long as I’m here, you will have a normal life — the ability to go anywhere, be anywhere, without fear of anyone’s justice. I promise.” He said each word with weight, the way a man says something he intends to be remembered. “That day will come.”


Once Karl van Bart took charge of the wall, Roland’s days settled.

He spent his afternoons in the castle garden with Anna and Nana. Anna no longer needed the fireproof training uniform — her control had become fine enough that she could run flame along each fingertip without so much as scorching the hem of her sleeve. The frightening miscalculations of the early sessions were behind her. Now Nana came in her own witch’s uniform as well, reluctantly at first, won over quickly by the afternoon tea sessions that had become a fixed institution.

Roland, sitting in the garden with a cup in his hand and two witches practicing in the afternoon light, felt the particular satisfaction of something going right that had taken a great deal of effort to arrange.

Occasionally he rode out to check on the wall. After two weeks of work under Karl’s direction, a hundred yards of foundation had been laid — properly this time, even, correctly proportioned. In the absence of surveying tools, Karl had invented a workaround: every morning, at the same hour, he had craftsmen use a wooden pole and its shadow to verify alignment and distance. Watchtowers were planned at regular intervals to anchor the sections.

The town’s minor nobility had noticed the project, as anyone with eyes would notice six hundred yards of trenching. Their response was to visit Barov and ask questions, then return to their houses and do nothing further. Their real estates were in Longsong Stronghold. Border Town’s survival was not their problem. Roland did not blame them for it. He imagined the conversations they were having — the fourth prince overreaching, the wall a vanity project, the whole enterprise good entertainment for the winter. He minded less than he expected to.

What stung slightly more was the merchants. The traveling traders who came each autumn for the fur market had found the market gone — diverted, delayed, the usual arrangements disrupted by the construction. They left for the stronghold empty-handed, and on their way downriver they apparently spoke at length about the fourth prince’s eccentric defense plan. The news spread along the Chishui River: Roland Wimbledon was trying to hold Border Town against the demon beasts. With a wall. The consensus, from what Barov reported, was that this was the behavior of someone who would eventually lose his nerve and flee to the stronghold like everyone else.

No one in Border Town itself really believed he would stay either.

In this manner, with rumors traveling one direction and cement curing in the other, Roland welcomed his first winter after crossing over.

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