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Chapter 147: Missionary Mission

Alicia had never expected to be part of a missionary envoy.

The word carried connotations she associated with a specific type of person — literate, politically fluent, capable of extended conversation without saying anything that could be used against them — and she had always understood that her own value to the Church lay elsewhere. She had been holding a greatsword since she was fourteen. She was precise and fast and she had learned, during the battle for Hermes, that she could be precise and fast even when very frightened, which was the quality that actually mattered.

Whether she was also the kind of woman one sent to represent the Church’s face to a provincial lord’s court was a different question, and one she had spent the first day of the journey quietly worrying about.

Priestess Mira seemed to find this amusing.

She was a small woman, past forty, with the eyes of someone who had been watching how things actually worked for a long time and had found the observation generally satisfying. She told stories while she rode — anecdotes about the Holy City, about visits to other kingdoms, about things that had happened and things she had been told were happening — in the comfortable manner of someone who was sharing memories rather than displaying them. She laughed at her own punchlines. In the presence of the Archbishop, Alicia had been told, her quality didn’t diminish.

And she rode. That was the surprise. From the first morning on the mountain trail Mira had been at the front of the column, reading the terrain, adjusting pace. Bypassing towns and forests to keep the horses moving steadily rather than fast. When a Judge with twenty years on a horse would have pushed for speed and paid for it in ruined animals, Mira chose a route that was longer and arrived sooner. Alicia had been watching.

“How long have you been with the Church?” she asked, during the second afternoon.

“Twelve years,” Mira said. “I was thirty when I joined.”

“That’s late.”

“Very. And yet here I am.” Mira smiled at the trail ahead. “The Church has that quality — if you come to it truly, the timing becomes a detail. My faith is entirely real. It’s simply not the faith I was raised with.”

“What changed?”

The story she told occupied the better part of an hour.

Her father had been a merchant — not a comfortable city merchant but a traveling one, the kind who made his living by understanding that the same object could have radically different values in different places. They had moved through all four kingdoms. One of their goods was green coral from the Seawind Region: bought from the fishermen at twenty or thirty silver royals per piece, transported north in water tanks, sold to the Imperial Palace of Eternal Winter for five gold royals if the color held.

“I grew up believing the price was about scarcity,” Mira said. “The coral didn’t exist in the north. So in the north it was expensive. A simple relationship.”

Then a noble had found a witch who could maintain temperature, and built a basement farm that raised green coral in the north, producing ten times what a single voyage could transport. He sold them everywhere. Within two years, the price should have collapsed.

Instead, the palace refused to accept the new corals, called them counterfeit, and doubled the price of the original product. The noble was arrested for harboring a witch and burned. The corals from his farm were destroyed.

“I was at the execution,” Mira said. “I knew the corals were identical. I had seen his farm. The burning solved nothing about the coral — it was only ever about who controlled the scarcity.” She paused to steer her horse around a rut. “That was when I understood that the price attached to an object — or a person — doesn’t reflect their real nature. It reflects what someone powerful has decided to believe about them.”

Alicia thought about this. “Nobles are the high-priced coral.”

“Exactly. And everyone else is priced lower because the people at the top have decided to price them lower. Not because of any quality that inheres in them.” Mira looked ahead. “In the Holy City, what you were born does not determine your ceiling. If we could extend that principle to the whole continent — if the Kingdom of God could be established on merit rather than blood — that would be something worth building.”

“It would be heaven,” Alicia said, and meant it.

“Yes.” Mira’s voice was warm. “We would have to do difficult things to reach it. But we would reach it.”

“The God’s Punishment Army would turn every person into a cold-blooded monster.”

The voice came from beside them. Captain Abrams had brought his horse alongside without either of them noticing. He looked ahead, not at either of them, his face in its customary arrangement of controlled blankness. “Priestess. How much do you actually know about the transformation?”

“Abrams—” Alicia began.

Mira raised her hand once. Alicia stopped.

“The God’s Punishment Army is the Church’s finest warriors,” Mira said. “They undergo a transformation that removes weakness and uncertainty—”

“They remove everything.” Abrams’ voice was flat, the flat of a wall rather than a calm. “Feeling. Recognition. The capacity to see people they knew before. They are the Church’s finest warriors because they are no longer people.” He looked at the road. “Pardon my bluntness, Priestess.” He spurred his horse forward without waiting for a response.

At supper, Alicia found him in the corridor of the town’s church, where they had been given rooms for the night.

“You owe the Priestess an apology,” she said.

“I know.” He stopped walking. “Alicia. You said you have no siblings.”

“That’s right.”

“I have a brother.” He said it as one states a distance or a measurement. “We grew up in the Church together. We knew each other well — the kind of knowing where you don’t need to finish sentences. He was accepted into the God’s Punishment Army and I was glad for him. The presiding Judge told me the transformation went perfectly.” He paused. “Then I saw him in the cathedral. I called his name. I moved toward him—”

He stopped.

“He looked at me,” Abrams said, “the way you look at a stranger who has called the wrong name.”

Alicia was quiet.

“He walked straight past me. Eyes forward, pace unchanged. He didn’t know me.” He moved to the corridor wall and put his back against it, looking at nothing. “The God’s Punishment Army is the most powerful force in the Church. I don’t dispute that. I dispute what it costs.” He pushed off the wall. “Good night, Captain.”

He went to his room.

Alicia stood in the corridor with the oil lamp’s shadow moving on the walls around her, and thought about green corals, and about what the price of a thing revealed about the people who set it.

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