Chapter 1319: Free Will
Back in her sanatorium room, Fei Yuhan locked the door from the inside and took out the recording device from the decorative flap.
It was roughly the size of a grain of rice and could not produce sound on its own. She needed to insert it into a special reader. After she transferred the data onto her laptop, she found the audio file recorded closest to the moment Valkries had left the arena and pressed play.
Bzzt… Bzzt…
“We meet once more, Miss Valkries.” Roland’s voice came through clearly.
Here it comes.
Fei Yuhan turned up the corner of her mouth and put on a kettle.
She intended to enjoy, thoroughly, the results of a long campaign.
Before she managed a single sip, the steaming tea had gone cold.
She had held a premonition for some time—but what she heard far exceeded everything she had imagined.
When she pressed the stop button, Fei Yuhan discovered her fingertip was trembling.
For a long-famous martial artist, that counted as losing control of her own body.
She finally understood why a hunter like Roland had cracked his wine glass at the party that evening. If this touched the secrets of gods, it would have been extraordinary if he hadn’t been shaken.
The Dream World manufactured. Civilizations locked in a war of survival. The continuous thread connecting two worlds. A guardian traversing the Realm of Mind. Was there anything more unbelievable?
Roland and Valkries had chosen to speak in a café, which had initially disappointed her. But the content of their conversation was so staggering that by the time she finished listening she understood: even if these things were declared formally, with all appropriate gravity, most people would hear them as the rambling of the disturbed.
Even so, she did not think what the two had said was false. If Roland had begun performing the moment she started watching him, that coincidence would be too extraordinary to credit.
If this world truly had been built by humans—then she was in all likelihood the first person to discover the truth beneath the surface.
“Ha…” Fei Yuhan laughed softly.
This feeling was so satisfying.
As for the Oracle’s question—fiction or reality—it did not concern her at all. No one knew better than herself that she was a living, breathing person. Her gestures, her actions, every thought that arose in her mind—all of it came from her own will. This moment was no different: she had taken the initiative; she had pried into strangers’ secrets by choice.
So what if Roland was one of the creators of the world? If planets were assembled from cosmic energy and elementary particles, replacing one with a person changed very little in principle.
Fei Yuhan let her weight settle into the back of the chair and let her body hum with this pleasure she had not felt in some time.
Only after a long while did the excitement ease, slowly, back into stillness.
In theory, she should report the intelligence to the Martialist Association—the gods’ design to destroy the world, the true nature of the Fallen Evils. But given how vast the scope was, given how thoroughly it would rewrite history, she decided to observe a little longer first.
After all, outside of the conversation between the two, she had no solid evidence in her hands. She could not rule out entirely that they were both afflicted with some acute delusional condition. She had heard of urban legends: that from the second year of junior high school onward, certain people could develop telepathy and resonate with others of their kind. The probability was very low, but it was not zero, and guarding against it cost nothing.
The fact that Valkries had now formally established a means of communication with Roland meant that the chances of intercepting their secrets would only increase.
What interested Fei Yuhan most, at this particular moment, was the world the two had originally come from.
For instance: the women who called Roland “His Majesty.”
If they could enter the Dream World, could she look at what their world looked like from the inside?
Take a look at this supposed… reality.
“Where did you disappear to?” Garcia glared at Roland with visible displeasure. “What happened to your promise to watch the competition with Zero?”
“Sorry—I had to report some things to the Association. I didn’t have a choice.” Roland rubbed the back of his head. He was in the wrong here; he admitted it without resistance. To keep the appearances of his and Valkries’ departures separate, he had deliberately lingered at the restaurant until the evening rush had fully set in—which meant Garcia and Zero had waited at the arena gate for an extra half hour.
“If I didn’t still have patrol duty, I would have left you both ages ago,” Garcia said irritably. “Take the little girl out for a proper meal to make it up to her.”
She ruffled Zero’s hair. Zero nodded and trotted to Roland’s side, then turned back and gave Garcia a small bow. “Thank you, Big Sister!”
“If he mistreats you, tell me.”
“Okay.”
This one, Roland thought, watching Zero perform perfect docility for a stranger. She has more nerve than I gave her credit for. Outwardly he said, brightly, “Leave it to me. Do you want us to bring anything back for you?”
“No need.” Garcia waved him off with large generosity. “You two go first. I’m heading back to the arena.”
“Sorry to trouble you today.” After he bade farewell to Garcia, Roland shrugged toward Zero. “Come on, there’s a shopping mall up ahead. Eat whatever you want.”
“‘Kay,” Zero said, without enthusiasm.
Strange. She would usually seize an offer like that. Roland watched her sideways as they walked. “What’s the matter? Was the competition boring?”
“No. It was much better than watching on TV.”
“Good. Once the holidays are over, I’ll take you to a few more live matches. I’m a member of the Association—tickets shouldn’t be difficult.”
They crossed at the lights and joined the pedestrian current along the main street. The snow underfoot had been packed and melted by the foot traffic into something colorless and compressed; it announced itself only in small crackles beneath each step. But fresh snow was falling from the night sky overhead, stained brilliant colors by the neon signs ceaselessly cycling. At this rate the city would wake tomorrow to a white plain.
Slowly, Zero fell a half-step behind.
Roland felt the corner of his coat catch on something.
He stopped and turned.
The little girl stood with her head down, one hand gripping the hem of his coat.
She said nothing.
“What’s wrong?” Roland hesitated. “I know I was wrong not to stay with you, but work—”
Zero shook her head. “I don’t want to go back.”
“What?”
“I don’t want to go back to my hometown, Uncle.” She raised her face. Her lip was caught between her teeth. “Can I stay at your place for the two-month holiday? I’ll find a way to pay rent—I’ve put grocery money together before, I know how, I’ll be faster this time, I promise I’ll pay on time, every time. I—”
Roland could not speak for a moment.
The memory of glancing at the writing in her diary came back to him. He felt, quite suddenly, that he was in the wrong.
It was no secret that Zero’s family was estranged. He could read it in her daily habits, in what she spent on food and clothing: her family was in all likelihood very hard on her. But Roland had never intervened, had never deliberately tried to sustain the relationship between them.
Because she was the other creator of this world.
To keep the Dream World running as it had always run, maintaining inertia was unambiguously the safest strategy. That was why he had not immediately brought Zero into the Association after she awakened.
Will disrupting the current situation increase the odds of awakening her other side? If she reverts to a Pure Witch, what changes would occur to this world?
He had been guarding against exactly this for a long time.
But he had overlooked the feelings of Zero, a fifteen-year-old girl.
“Do you really believe this world is fictional?” When Lan had asked him that, he had said no. And yet the way he had been treating Zero contradicted the answer.
“I… can’t…?” The courage the girl had managed to gather slowly drained out of her voice, leaving it smaller and smaller.
“You should know I’m not actually your legal guardian. If I let you stay in the apartment, a day or two would be fine—but after a while your family would certainly come to the door. When that happened, no matter how unwilling you were, there would be no way to continue. And I would find myself in considerable trouble.”
The light in Zero’s eyes went dim.
“But there is a way around all of that.” Roland crouched down and brushed the snow from her shoulders.
“Really?” Her head swung up.
“You would only need to join the Martialist Association. The Association is a legal hosting facility for Awakened at all times. As long as you choose to stay, no one can force you to change your mind—even if you’re underage.” Roland smiled. “It is the privilege of a martial artist. So—would you like to become one?”
“I—”
“That said, even if you join, you still have to attend school.” He raised an eyebrow. “Don’t imagine you can simply drop out because of this. And don’t worry about competitions. If you don’t want to fight, you don’t have to.”
That last part seemed to lift something from her shoulders. Zero breathed in deeply and nodded with force. “Then I’ll join.”
“All right. When we get back, I’ll fill out the application. After that, you can live wherever you like.”
“Can I live in 0825?”
Roland extended his hand. “Of course.”
The inertia had been broken.
What came next—no one could say.
But whatever it was, it would be the consequence of a choice made freely.
Under the snow, the two of them dissolved into the river of pedestrians and walked toward the city square burning bright in the night.
Chapter 1319 - Free Will
Translator: Henyee Translations Editor: Henyee Translations
After she returned to the sanatorium room, Fei Yuhan locked the door from
the inside and took out the recording device that was embedded in the
decorative flap.
It was about the size of a grain that couldn’t play sound by itself. She needed
to insert it into a special reader to hear its recorded content.
After transferring the data into her laptop, she found the sound file recorded
at the time closest to when Valkries left the arena and pressed play.
Bzzt… Bzzt…
“We meet once more, Miss Valkries.” Roland’s voice could be heard.
Here it comes.
Fei Yuhan upturned the corner of her mouth and boiled herself a cup of hot
tea.
She was going to thoroughly enjoy the results of her long planning.
…
Before the owner managed to take a sip, the steaming tea slowly cooled
down until it was ice-cold once more.
Even though she had a premonition ages ago, the things that she heard still far
exceeded her expectations!
When she pressed the stop button, Fei Yuhan’s discovered that even her
fingertip was trembling slightly.
For a long-time famous martial artist, this could be counted as a loss of
control over her body!
She finally knew why a hunter like Roland had cracked his wine glass that
evening at the party—if this involved the secrets of god, it would have been
unusual if he hadn’t been perturbed.
The idea that the Dream World was created, civilizations battling for their
survival, the continuity and connection between the two worlds, a guardian
traversing the Realm of Mind… Could there be anything more unbelievable
than this?
Originally, Roland’s and Valkries’ choice to discuss in a cafe disappointed
Fei Yuhan a little, but the contents of their discussion were so shocking that
after she finished listening she realized that even if the things they said were
stated formally and seriously, others would still view it as nonsense.
Even so, Fei Yuhan didn’t think what the two talked about was false. If
Roland started putting on an act the day after she began secretly observing
him, then that would have been too much of a stretch.
If this world was really manufactured by humans then she was most likely the
first to discover the truth behind the scenes—
“Ha…” Fei Yuhan laughed softly.
This feeling was… so satisfying!
As for the Oracle’s question of “fiction or reality”, it did not concern her at
all. Nobody knew better than herself that she was definitely a living,
breathing being. Whether it was her gestures and actions, or every idea that
emerged in her mind—everything came from her own will. It was the same
this time, with her taking the initiative to pry into the outsiders’ secrets.
So what if Roland was one of the creators of the world? If planets were
created by cosmic energy and elementary particles, it would make little
difference if the former was replaced with a person.
Fei Yuhan leaned back into her chair, letting her body quiver as she enjoyed
this feeling of pleasure which she had not felt for a while.
Only after a long time did her excitement slowly ease back into calmness.
In theory, she should report to the Martialist Association regarding the intel
about the gods seeking to destroy the world and the nature of the Fallen
Evils. However, due to the immense scope and how it could basically
rewrite history, she decided to observe for a bit longer.
After all, apart from the discussion between the two, she didn’t have a single
piece of solid evidence in her hands. She could also not rule out the
possibility that they were both severely hysterical drug addicts. She had
heard of urban legends that from the second year of junior high, people had
the potential to gain telepathy and resonate with others of their kind. Even
though the likelihood of such situations was very low, it wouldn’t be bad to
guard against it.
It was a good thing that Valkries had already formally established a
communication method with Roland, that way the chances of spying on their
secrets would increase.
Currently the thing that interested Fei Yuhan the most was the world that the
two originally came from.
For example, the women who referred to Roland as “His Majesty”.
If they could enter the Dream World, could she take a look at what the world
was like on their side too?
…Take a look at the supposed… reality.
…
“Where did you run off to?” Garcia glared discontentedly at Roland. “What
about your promise to watch the game with Zero?”
“Sorry… I had to report some things to the Association, I didn’t have a
choice either.” Roland rubbed the back of his head. He was in the wrong in
this matter, so he capitulated very readily. In order for him and Valkries to
return at different times, he intentionally dawdled at the restaurant for a little
longer and, when he left, it was already evening rush hour. This resulted in
causing the two to wait at the arena’s gate for half an hour longer.
“If it wasn’t because I still have patrolling work to do, I would have ditched
you ages ago,” Garcia said angrily. “Take the little girl out to a nice meal to
make it up to her.”
She patted Zero’s head. Zero nodded and trotted to Roland’s side. When she
reached there, she even gave Garcia a bow and said, “Thank you, Big
Sister!”
“If he mistreats you, you must tell me.”
“Okay.”
This brat, pretending to be so docile in front of outsiders. Roland couldn’t
help but curse her inwardly. Yet, on the surface, he said enthusiastically,
“Relax, leave it all to me. Oh yeah, do you want me to bring you some as
well?”
“There’s no need,” Garcia waved her hand magnanimously. “You guys go
first, I’m going back to the arena now.”
“Sorry to trouble you today.” After he bade farewell to Garcia, he shrugged
his shoulders at Zero. “Let’s go, there’s a shopping mall ahead; you can eat
whatever you want today.”
“‘Kay,” Zero said unenthusiastically.
Strange, wouldn’t she usually leap at this opportunity to eat her
fill? Roland was baffled. Why did she suddenly become so silent?
“What’s wrong? Was today’s competition boring?”
“No, it was a lot better than watching it on TV…”
“That’s good then. Once you come back from the holidays, I’ll take you to
watch a few more live competitions. I am a member of the Association after
all, it shouldn’t be too difficult to get tickets.”
They crossed the road along the sidewalk and walked side by side on the
streets. The snow beneath their feet had already melted from all the people
walking over it, their only presence was the small crackling noises under
their shoes. But more snow floated down from the night sky, and it was dyed
into brilliant colors by the ceaselessly flashing neon lights. If this continued,
the city tomorrow morning was likely to become a plain of whiteness once
more.
Slowly, Zero fell a step behind him.
Roland felt the corner of his clothes catch onto something.
He stopped walking and looked back in surprise.
The little girl was pulling at the corner of his clothes with her head lowered.
She didn’t say a single word.
“What’s wrong…” Roland was stunned for a moment. “Uh, I was wrong for
not accompanying you, but work…”
Zero shook her head. “I… don’t want to go back.”
“What?”
“I don’t want to go back to my hometown, Uncle.” She raised her head, bit
her lip and said, “Can I continue living at your place for the two-month
holiday? I’ll find a way to pay the rent, I’ve scraped together money for
buying groceries before, I’ll definitely be faster this time, I promise I will
pay you on time every time. I…”
Looking at the the small girl who seemed to had just mustered up her
courage, Roland couldn’t speak for a moment.
The memory of peeking at the writing in her diary emerged in his mind. He
suddenly felt that he was in the wrong.
It was no secret that Zero’s family was estranged. He could tell from her
daily mannerisms and spendings on food and clothing that her family was
very likely extremely harsh and strict to her. But Roland never intervened or
intentionally tried to maintain their current relationship either.
Because she was the other creator of this world.
In order to let the Dream World keep functioning as it always had,
maintaining inertia was undoubtedly the most stable method.
This was also why he didn’t immediately get Zero to join the Association
after she awoke.
Will changing the current situation increase the chances of awakening her
other side? If she turned back into a Pure Witch, what changes will occur
to this world?
He had always been guarding against something like that from happening.
But Roland had overlooked the feelings of Zero, a fifteen year-old girl.
“Do you really believe that this world is fictional?”
When Lan asked him this, he gave a negative answer. But his treatment of
Zero contradicted his words.
“I… I can’t…?” The courage the little girl managed to muster slowly faded
away and her voice became smaller and smaller.
“You should know that I’m not actually your legal guardian. If I let you stay in
the apartment, it would be fine for one or two days, but after a period of time
your family will definitely come knocking on the door. When that time comes,
no matter how unwilling you are, it would be impossible for you to continue
living here. I would get into quite a bit of trouble too.”
The light in Zero’s eyes dimmed.
“But there is a way that we can get around this.” Roland said as he squatted
down and brushed away the snow on her shoulders.
“Really?” She abruptly swung her head up.
“All you have to do is join the Martialist Association. The Association is an
Awakened’s legal hosting facility at all times; as long as you decide to stay,
nobody can force you to change your mind, even if you are underage,”
Roland said with a smile. “This is the privilege of a martial artist… so, do
you want to become a martial artist?”
“I…”
“But even if you do join the Association, you still have to attend school—
don’t think you can just drop out of school because of this.” He raised his
eyebrows. “Don’t worry about competitions and stuff. If you don’t like
fighting, it’s okay if you don’t participate.”
His last words seemed to lift a burden off Zero’s shoulders. She breathed in
deeply and nodded her head with vigor. “Then I’ll join.”
“Okay, when we get back I’ll fill out an application form for you. After that,
you can live wherever you want.”
“Can I live in 0825?”
Roland extended a hand to her. “Of course.”
The inertia had been broken.
What happened next may be unknown…
…but it would be a result of a decision made out of free will.
Under the snowflakes, the two blended into the sea of pedestrians and
walked towards the city square which was alit under the night sky.