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Chapter 1277: Out of Darkness

“That isn’t my blood,” Nana said, already pulling at the coat with Ring’s help. “Previous patient broke an arm at a machine. It’s a little messy.”

“R-really?”

“Come here. Let me look at your eye.”

She’s the same age as me. Momo swallowed, crossed the room, and removed her eye mask. Nana leaned in, examined without ceremony, then pressed a bowl of liquid medicine into Momo’s hands and patted the bed beside her.

“Lie down after you drink it. Ten minutes.”

Momo drank. She lay down. She saw Nana produce a scalpel.

“Your Majesty—Wendy—” She looked at the two spectators with the particular helplessness of someone who knows they have been given no actual allies. She was very nearly crying.

“Nana,” Wendy said. “Could you let her adjust for a moment before — ”

“This is the standard procedure,” Nana said, genuinely puzzled. “If I don’t cut the old wound open and debride it, the magic won’t take hold.”

“That’s true, but perhaps a brief conversation first — ”

“We could talk about my last patient.” Nana tilted her head. “It’s easier to cut a broken limb with a saw than an ax. You get a cleaner edge.”

“No, please not that — ”

“Correct,” Roland said. “A saw is better. But a thigh bone — that’s hard work even for a saw. The bone density alone — ”

“A skull is worse. The female nurses don’t have the upper-body strength to manage it efficiently. If Anna could assist, that would help considerably.”

“That’s my fault. I’ll design an electric saw. One second through any bone, I can promise you — ”

“Your Majesty, please stop!”

“Ahem. Sorry. Technical instincts.”

Their voices floated. Momo heard them as though from the far side of a wall — the knife gesturing in Nana’s hand while she described angles of incision, the king nodding with apparent professional interest, Wendy making small distressed sounds. The ceiling above Momo’s head was a fixed white point. Her eyelids grew heavy.

I’m sorry, Thylane. I’ll probably wake up different, if I wake up at all.

The room blurred. The voices blurred with it.


“She’s asleep,” Roland noted.

Nana raised the scalpel and nodded. “I’ll begin.”

Her arm stayed still. Only the fingers and wrist moved — precise, rapid, no wasted motion. She opened the socket, removed the scar tissue, cleaned the skin’s edges. Blood welled up at once and soaked into the gauze. The whole sequence took less time than a conversation.

“Amazing,” Wendy murmured.

“I have to be fast.” Nana spoke without breaking focus. “In the field, half a minute per patient. If I couldn’t complete emergency treatment in half a minute, I’d lose the next one.”

“You used to faint at the sight of blood,” Roland said. “That chicken — ”

“Your Majesty.” Nana’s voice sharpened, and she shot him a look that conveyed, without particular subtlety, that this topic was closed. “You were the culprit. I have not forgotten.”

“Acknowledged. Apologies.”

She closed the wound with the same small movements, tied off the last suture, and set the scalpel down. A beat of quiet in the room.

“Plus,” she said — and something shifted in her tone, something not quite defended — “I like who I am now. I’m stronger than before. Aren’t I?”

For a moment Roland saw her as she had been: the small girl in the schoolyard, the chicken held against her chest like she was shielding it. The same eyes, looking up at him. The same conviction that care was the non-negotiable thing.

He reached over and rested his hand on her head briefly.

“Yes,” he said. “You are.”

Several minutes passed before Momo’s eye was finished.

“The sleeping fern will wear off in two hours,” Nana said, straightening. “A dose that small won’t harm a witch. She’ll be fine when she wakes.” She glanced at Wendy. “She may sleep longer than two hours — that’s recovery, not cause for concern.”

“Thank you,” Wendy said.

Roland waited until Wendy looked away, then said casually, “Do you have enough power left for one more? You could take a look at me.”

Wendy’s expression changed in an instant. Nana’s hand closed on his arm with a grip that had considerable conviction behind it.

“Are you hurt?”

“No. Just — my nose has been running lately.”

“Then go see Lily.” She released his arm. “I’ve looked. Nothing wrong with you.”

“That’s what I thought,” Roland said, avoiding Wendy’s eye. Nana, as it turned out, was not omniscient: the gap between injury and underlying illness was something he would need to explore separately, another time, quietly.


When Momo opened her eyes, the sky was the color of embers.

Orange clouds ran along the horizon, their edges soaked in gold that was already softening to purple at the margins, drifting. Grass moved in a breeze she could feel against her face. A few leaves lifted and turned and came down. Everything was very still and very clear.

I’m alive.

Something was different, though. Her field of vision had widened; the distance had sharpened; the space that had been darkness for so long was simply — light. She raised her head and found Thylane looking down at her, her expression open and warm, and realized she had been sleeping with her head on her friend’s legs, in front of the Witch Building, in the late afternoon.

“You’re finally awake.”

“How long was I asleep? Where’s Wendy?”

“She brought you to me and left. You slept all afternoon — she said two hours, but she also said if it ran longer it would just mean you were healing.” Thylane studied her face. “So. Can you see?”

Momo sat up. She looked at the field, at the path, at the building behind them. The world was complete. Two-sided. She had forgotten, almost, that it had ever been anything else.

“Thylane.” Her voice came out small. “How do we repay this?”

Thylane blinked. Then she laughed — the sudden, genuine kind — and looked up at the sky. “I don’t know. Wendy said to work hard. I think that’s the answer.” She paused. “She already told me what she wants me to do, while you were asleep. I’ll work with Nana Pine on medical services for Graycastle.” She scratched her nose. “I still don’t understand how exactly I’m supposed to help treat patients, but — ”

“My ability — ” Momo’s fist tightened in her lap. It was the question she hadn’t been able to ask directly: what do you do with the ability to watch people die?

“Wendy mentioned you too.”

Momo’s head came up. “Really?”

“His Majesty’s idea. He wants you in the Administrative Office — working with Scroll, helping run the kingdom.”

The words didn’t arrive properly. Momo turned them over, trying to find the catch in them. “I — can I even — ”

“Ask yourself,” Thylane said, nudging her gently. “I haven’t worked out my own situation yet, but I think if we keep studying, it’ll become clear.” She paused. “You’ll figure it out.”

“I don’t have your confidence.” Momo’s voice dropped. “Do you think we can stay? Properly stay — like it’s our home?”

Thylane was quiet long enough that Momo looked at her.

“I asked Wendy the same thing.”

“What did she say?”

A long moment. The last orange in the sky faded to purple, and the first stars became visible at the edges.

“She said — of course we can. Because it already is.”

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