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Chapter 1232: Brother

Tilly went still.

She turned slowly, and what crossed her face was not a single emotion but a collision of several at once — recognition, resistance, a reflexive wariness against hope. As though she needed to hear it again before she could begin to decide what it meant.

“What… did you say?”

“I said Ashes might still be alive.” Roland said it clearly, without softening it. He knew there was no retrieving those words now.

“No… brother.” She managed a small, careful smile. “I know you want to comfort me. But you can’t—”

“It’s not what you think.” He cut across her, quietly. “When I first heard this, I was as disbelieving as you are right now. I know it’s unfair to tell you before I can confirm it’s true. But I didn’t want to hold it back and regret it later.”

Tilly was silent.

She studied him with an unreadable intensity, as though measuring the weight of each word against something internal. Then, gradually, she arrived at the understanding that this was not comfort. This was something else.

Tilly was one of the sharpest and most open minds among all the witches. About seven minutes passed.

“Who told you this?” she asked.

“Lan.”

“I’ve never heard of her…” Tilly turned it over quietly. “Does it have something to do with the Dream World?”

Roland was not surprised. “Slow down. I’ll tell you everything.”


By the time Roland finished, the eastern sky had gone pale. The first line of gold broke over the distant mountain ridges and fell across the rooftops below the window, turning them to hammered bronze.

Tilly was still working through it. “So… as long as you control the Realm of Mind, you’ll be able to bring Ashes back?”

“Technically, yes,” Roland said. “According to Lan, when a witch becomes a Transcendent, she leaves a mark in the Realm of Mind. That’s consistent with what Kabradhabi said during interrogation.”

Kabradhabi had told Zooey that their kind’s souls returned to the Origin of Magic — that once demons dominated the world, they would return. The account differed from Lan’s in its details, but one thread ran through both.

The Realm of Mind accepted souls.

“There’s more,” Roland continued. “In the underground civilization’s ancient texts, the author described the Battle of Divine Will as a process of magical ascension — the winner eventually rivaling God. If we treat the Realm of Mind as the summit of magical power, Lan’s account fits that description in its own way.” He paused. “But we have to remember: this information may all ultimately originate with God. We can’t trust it completely. The only way to verify it is for me to enter the Realm of Mind myself.”

“Brother…”

“I’ll do it as soon as I can, and I’ll do everything in my power to retrieve Ashes if she’s there.” He held her gaze. “Which is why, until then, I need you to be careful. I don’t want to face a Transcendent who’s blown past her limits and stopped answering to God’s Stones of Retaliation…”

He kept his voice light. But Tilly’s expression had changed.

She was trembling — head down, shoulders drawn in, her lips moving too softly to follow. Roland held still and listened.

“That’s great. That’s great.”

The words came out almost soundless, repeated, as though she were pressing them into something she needed to hold.

Roland didn’t know what to say. He watched tears fall against the back of her hand, one after the other.

He reached out and rested his palm on her head.

The next moment she pressed herself against him, arms tight around his ribs, the trembling breaking into sobs. It carried him back to a night he remembered too well. But something had shifted. Last time, she had cried for hours. This time, ten minutes. When she pulled back and looked up, she turned her face away sharply.

“Don’t — don’t look at me.”

He heard her breathe, heard cloth against skin as she cleaned her face. He waited.

“All right,” she said finally.

He turned around.

“Sorry.” Her voice was low. “I made you worry.”

“I’m glad you noticed,” Roland said, folding his arms. “While we’re on the subject — you might want to reconsider that last request of yours.”

“The plane?” Tilly blinked. “No. My request stands, brother.”

“Oi—”

“You need my help to reach the Fathomless Abyss.” She held up one finger before he could continue. “And by now the demons have almost certainly finished erecting a full Obelisk. That makes it harder to restrict the Devilbeasts. If we lose the sky, the First Army’s task becomes far more costly.” She kept her voice steady, practical. “You were right — when I made that request, I didn’t care whether I survived. I only wanted to kill as many of them as possible. But I’ve changed my mind.”

A pause. Then: “You also know how much difference one person makes. None of the Aerial Knights have fought demons. I’m the only one who can teach them.” She pressed a hand flat against her own chest. “I’ll keep myself safe, brother. I’ll wait for you to enter the Realm of Mind.”

He found no solid ground to argue from. The fire had come back into her eyes — not the cold rancor he’d feared, but something with real direction to it. She stood inside herself again.

“All right. But you keep your promise.”

“Of course.” She was quiet for a moment. “Also — thank you. For telling me.”

“I’m not certain the method will even work—”

“That’s enough.” She pressed herself to his chest again, briefly, gently. “At least we have a shared purpose now.” A breath. “I’m glad you’re my brother.”


After Tilly left, Nightingale reappeared in the doorway.

“What on earth did you say to her? She came out looking like a different person.”

“The connection between the Dream World and reality.” Roland was already sifting through the drawings on his desk. “I can explain it to you as well, only not tonight.” He glanced up. “I just received word from Honey — a fleet arrives at the inner-river port in two days, immigrants from Wolfheart. I need to finish this drawing before then.”

Nightingale shrugged. “I’ve told you before — I won’t push if you don’t want to share.” She leaned over the desk and studied the sketch for a long moment. “It looks like… the vehicle Anna drove in the yard the other day.”

“Same principle. Much larger,” Roland said. “Remember Barov’s logistics problem in the meeting? This is the answer.”

Beyond railways, there was the older, cheaper option — wheeled trucks. Many variants existed. Less efficient than trains, yes, but more flexible, easier to operate, and capable of running on any flat, hard-surfaced road. Graycastle and the Kingdom of Dawn were laced with inland rivers, but none of those rivers connected. A fleet of trucks bridging the gaps between them could change everything.

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