Chapter 1168: Recovery
Tilly fell asleep still shaking — the sobs running through her in diminishing waves, further apart, and then gone. Roland waited until he was certain, then disengaged carefully, working each of her fingers loose from his jacket in turn, and laid her on the couch and stepped back.
Her face in sleep was younger than he usually saw it. She had been running herself to the edge of capacity: he could see it in the hollows under her eyes, in the tension that hadn’t fully released even now. She had been working non-stop since the news reached her — the kind of immersion in tasks that was not about the tasks but about the interval between oneself and what couldn’t be undone.
He went to find Anna.
“Stay with her tonight,” he said, when he’d explained. “She needs someone close. I don’t want her to wake up alone.”
“I know how she feels,” Anna said. She nodded once, meaning it, not performing it. “What about you?”
“Third Border City. The ancient witches will have been waiting for news. It should come from me.”
She kissed him on the cheek — brief and serious, an acknowledgment that he had somewhere to be and she was allowing it, which was different from saying it was all right for him to go.
“Take Nightingale,” she said, as he reached the door. Her tone indicated this was not optional.
He took Nightingale.
Pasha greeted them before they were fully through the entrance.
“Your Majesty. Any news from the front?” Her tentacles were moving — a fidget, in a creature that did not fidget, the expression of something held too long without release. He had not seen this from her before in four years.
He told her without softening it: the demons on the plain destroyed, the Magic Slayer confirmed dead, Taquila seized. One sentence.
Pasha stopped moving entirely.
“I apologize,” she said. Her voice had changed quality. “I’m not questioning you. I simply—” She stopped. “I need to tell the others. If you’ll—”
She was gone before he could respond.
Roland stood in the entrance of Third Border City and looked at Nightingale, who said nothing, which was generally the right response.
By the time he reached the underground hall, they had all gathered.
He hadn’t expected this. He had expected to find the senior witches and tell them, and for the information to distribute through whatever order the old hierarchy used. Instead every God’s Punishment Witch in Third Border City was arranged in a line across the center of the hall, facing the entrance, waiting. The hall was very quiet.
He stepped forward and told them.
The cheer that rose was unlike anything he’d heard before. Not the cheer of a crowd watching a resolution — not the clean exhilaration of something finished — but the sound of people who had been waiting four hundred years for a specific thing and had never been certain, in all that time, that it would arrive. Joy and grief and relief in the same sound, the way harmonics worked: distinct, simultaneous, the ear unable to separate them.
Many were crying. Some laughed. Some stood very still with their eyes closed. The sound filled the hall for a long time.
“The formal acknowledgment will come shortly,” Alethea said, when things had quieted. She came to stand before him, her main tentacle dipped in something that was not quite a bow and was not meant to be. “As of today, Taquila acknowledges you as our leader. We acknowledge Graycastle as our nation. This is not a concession — it is recognition of what you’ve already done.” She straightened. “We were wrong to hold the distance we held. I want to say that plainly.”
Neither Pasha nor Celine added anything. Their silence was agreement.
He nodded. He didn’t have a prepared response — he hadn’t expected the day to include this moment, which was perhaps the point.
“There’s one more thing,” he said.
He told them about Elena.
The silence afterward was different. It was not devastated — that was the first thing he noticed. It was measured. The particular quality of people who have had four hundred years to learn to hold loss alongside everything else.
“So it was her,” Pasha said, slowly.
“You anticipated this?”
“We anticipated casualties,” Alethea said. “The demons had our ambush plan. In the Union age, that would have meant no survivors. To have lost only one is — it is not nothing. But we have lost more.”
“Elena made a choice,” Celine said. “Every Taquila witch would have made the same one, given the same circumstances. We’re not afraid of death. We’re afraid of a meaningless one.” She paused. “Don’t carry this.”
Roland had come to offer comfort and was being offered it instead. He was aware of this and did not find a way to reverse it.
“I’ll tell them later,” Pasha said. She was looking across the hall at the celebrating witches, the sound of their relief still filling the space. “Let them have this first. Let them have the good part, and then the rest.”
He stood with them and watched the witches of Taquila celebrate the first real victory in four hundred years, and the weight he was carrying did not lift, but it distributed differently — became part of something larger, shared across more points of bearing.
Five days later.
The army came home in increments: the able-bodied first, then the walking wounded, then the reports of those who would need more time before they could be moved. The news filtered back into the city with the soldiers, passing through neighborhoods and workshops and market stalls in the chain of tellings that turns events into legend.
By the time the Graycastle Weekly published its account, the city already had its own version: a demon from the depths, vast and fire-breathing, driven back by the First Army and a witch who had called down lightning from the sky. The specifics had drifted in the retelling. The shape of the story was accurate.
Roland read one of the versions in a broadsheet someone had left on his desk and did not send a correction.
The cemetery was on the western edge of the city, where it had been since the first winter after the Months of Demons, when the ground there had not yet been built on and someone had needed a place to mark the first stone.
Four hundred and twenty-six new stones were set today.
Most of the graves were empty. The bodies could not all be recovered from terrain that had been, in many cases, reduced to mineral. But the stones had names on them, and ranks, and in brief language the specific thing each person had done. That was what you could give: the exact accounting. Not the whole person — only what the record could hold. It was not enough. It was what there was.
Elena’s stone was there. Ashes’s stone was beside it, identical to all the others except for what lay in the mud before it: a half-melted sword, the blade fused to itself where the final discharge had passed through it. Someone had gone back to the clearing and brought it here, which was the right decision.
“Salute,” Iron Axe said.
Every officer raised a hand.
They held it.
The rain had stopped the night before and the sky was pale and washed and very high — the particular sky that comes after weather has finished with a place. The grass around the stones was still wet. From the east, the ordinary sounds of the city reached them: the sounds of a place that was continuing.
Roland held the salute with the others and looked at the stones and did not say anything, because there was nothing that added to the accounting and he had learned in this world that you did not speak when the silence was more honest.
They held it until Iron Axe lowered his hand.
Afterward, Roland went back to the castle and summoned Barov, and the ministers, and the clerks with their ledgers and their records.
The war was won.
The next part had already begun.
Chapter 1168: Recovery
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Tilly cried for nearly an hour before she finally fell asleep. Roland put her on a couch, his cheeks and clothes smeared with Tilly’s tears and snot. The latter was still shaking with sobs uncontrollably when Roland disengaged himself.
Tilly obviously did not wish the witches from Sleeping Spell to see her cry like this, so Roland asked Anna to bring Tilly to the master bedroom on the third floor of the castle.
Anna wiped Tilly’s tear-streaked face as her breath gradually steadied as sleep broke over her. Apparently, she had burned out after working non-stop for weeks since Ashes’ death. Anna gathered this was probably how Tilly coped with pain — by immersing herself in work and thereby temporarily detaching herself from the cruelty of reality.
“Please stay with her tonight,” Roland said with a sigh. “She needs someone, and I trust that you’re the best person to take care of her.”
“Don’t worry. I know how she feels and what to do,” Anna answered while nodding. “What about you?”
“I could sleep in the Third Border City. I’ve been staying there for the past few days, so it doesn’t matter to me,” Roland replied. “Also, the witches there should be informed of the success of the ‘Torch’ project as well. Those ancient witches probably have been waiting for this news for a long time.”
“OK,” Anna said as she walked up to Roland and pressed a kiss to his cheek. “Although I don’t want you to leave, it’s important to let them know…”
“Sorry, you just came back from the front.”
“Don’t be silly, my king. We’ll have plenty of time together in the future.”
Just when Roland was about to leave, Anna stopped him again.
“By the way, bring Nightingale with you,” she said in a serious tone. “You should never put yourself in danger.”
While still being a little absorbed in Anna’s clear blue eyes, Roland closed the door behind him.
…
Pasha greeted Roland and his guards at Third Border City immediately.
“Your Majesty, how did the war go? Any news from the front?”
She swayed her tentacles, looking unsettled.
With no intention of holding anything back from her, Roland said flatly, “We won. The demons on the plain were eradicated, and so was the Magic Slayer. The First Army seized Taquila.”
Pasha instantly stopped swaying.
After a moment of silence, she asked, apparently thrilled, “Is this true? I apologize for my insolence, Your Majesty… I’m not questioning the credibility of your words, but I just don’t know what to say. Could you tell me more about it?”
As a Senior Witch who had been living for more than 400 years, Pasha had developed the ability to remain unperturbed under any circumstances. It was Roland’s first time seeing Pasha lose her composure. He replied, “Naturally, but…”
“Thank you, Your Majesty. I’ll soon tell everyone the good news!” Pasha said and vanished from into the cave and from Roland’s sight.
Momentarily stunned, Roland shook his head resignedly.
When Roland entered the underground hall, however, he not only saw Pasha, Alethea, and Celine but also all the other God’s Punishment Witches gather about at the center of the hall. They were spread out in a line and were looking hopefully at him.
This made Roland feel it hard to tell them the whole story.
“Do what you can,” Nightingale whispered to him. “Or tell Pasha mentally.”
Roland nodded, took a step forward, and briefly talked about the war and its outcome. As he had not received a statistic report yet and Leaf had missed quite a few details when she had related the incident to him, Roland could not fully recount the story. Neverthless, the God’s Punishment Witches did not really care about the specifics anyway.
For those survivors who had been waiting for four centuries, all they needed to know was the final result.
The crowd erupted into a loud cheer after Roland finished his speech.
Many witches burst into tears and some whooped with laughter. All of them were thrilled by the news.
It was a day of euphoria for those witches as they had finally, for the first time in the past several hundred years, been freed of the oppression of the demons.
“Please forgive our insolence and rudeness in the past,” Alethea said as she came up to Roland and bowed her main tentacle. “From today onwards, there’s no need to keep a united front. We acknowledge you as the leader of Taquila and we trust you’ll lead us to achieve our final goal.”
Neither Pasha nor Celine spoke. Apparently, they also agreed.
This meant that Taquila had officially become an integral part of the Kingdom of Graycastle.
Roland gave a curt nod of agreement, and Alethea straightened up.
“Also, I need to tell you one more thing,” Roland said and then told them about Elena’s death.
“I see… So it was her,” Pasha spoke slowly.
Roland was mildly surprised that the witches were not too upset about the news.
“You… already knew?” Roland asked, unable to help himself.
“No, we just anticipated that it would happen,” Alethea said truthfully. “The demons saw through our ambush plan, which, back in the Union age, would normally leave us with no chance of survival. It’s very fortunate that we only lost one member.”
“You probably find it hard to understand, but we’re used to death,” Celine supplied the answer. “Every one of us volunteered to transfer our soul to the carrier and was on the brink of death once, not to mention numerous defeats during the past Battle of Divine Will. We’re not afraid of death but a meaningless one.”
“And Elena simply made a choice that every Taquila witch would make under that circumstance,” Alethea said. “So, you don’t have to be too sad about it.”
Instead of providing solace to the witches, Roland became the one being comforted.
While being a little touched, he was at a loss for words.
“Of course, this doesn’t mean we aren’t sad for the loss. We simply learned how to control our emotions,” Pasha said as she looked at the celebrating witches. “I’ll tell them later. Right now, let them enjoy the celebration.”
…
Five days later.
As the army gradually returned to Neverwinter, the news of the victory slowly infiltrated the city.
Although the civilians did not witness the actual war themselves like they had done during the battles against the demonic beasts and Duke Ryan, nor did they celebrate the victory at the time, they gradually formulated a mental image of the enemy based on the various rumors circulated in the neighborhood. This particular enemy, unlike any demonic hybrids or knights, was ferocious, powerful, and dauntless. As many people had seen the attack of the Devilbeasts, it was further believed that this enemy was a demon from Hell.
Some details had even gone awry in the retelling, as the public was now quite positive that the demon was actually a 100-foot legendary monster that brought disasters and ejected fire. This imaginary demon thus soon became the most heated topic of discussion throughout the entire city.
The defeat of such an invincible monster significantly raised the morale of the masses. If the demon from Hell had failed to stop the First Army, then who could?
Meanwhile, the Graycastle Weekly further advertised the war by interviewing a large number of soldiers who had participated in the battle.
In a few days, Neverwinter witnessed a rapid increase in the number of people who applied to join the First Army, and the public set up a chant of “expand the territory of Graycastle for the king” throughout the city.
Nonetheless, the officers in Neverwinter knew very well what their real challenge was.
At the cemetery in the west of the city.
Since the first tombstone had been set up here five years ago during the Months of Demons, this old wasteland, which used to be overgrown with bushes and hedges, had now become a public cemetery carpetted with green grass.
426 new tombstones were added today.
Most of the tombs were empty, as they could not locate all the bodies of the killed. However, nobody felt that those soldiers were abandoned. On each of the tombstones, there was the deceased soldier’s name, rank, and feats.
Elena’s and Ashes’ tombs were among them.
They looked identical to all the other tombstones except that there was a halfmelted sword in front of Ashes’ tomb.
“Salute!” Iron Axe shouted while raising his hand.
Then all the officers administered a military salute, most of whom had a much higher rank than ordinary soldiers.
It was not only a memorial but also a reminder.
It reminded them that there was still a long way to go before the Battle of Divine Will ended.
After the funeral, Roland summoned Barov and said, “Ask all the ministers to come here. I have new tasks for them.”