Chapter 1058: No More Regret
The tavern on the Archduke Island dock was loud at this hour, which was the point.
Joe turned a wineglass in his hands without drinking it. He watched the door. He had never been a man given to fidgeting — the Judgement Army trained that out of you before your second year — but tonight he was all wires and waiting, crowded with feelings he had no better word for than dread.
When the hooded man came in and settled next to him, Joe felt a brief loosening in his chest. Then the nerves returned, worse.
“How is she?”
He fixed his eyes on the man’s lips, dreading the worst shape they could make.
“Still alive.” The man pulled his hood back. He was young, tired-looking. “But not well. The bishop wants something from her, so the questioning goes on every day. Some nights I can hear her from the hall.” He paused. “If it continues much longer—”
Joe made himself hear the rest.
He had seen this coming. After the plan failed, after Farrina was taken, he had traced the path forward with the bleak precision of someone counting exits that don’t exist. The traitor wanted the Holy Book. Farrina was the leader of their operation, the most likely to have answers. He would exhaust every method available to him.
She’s still alive.
Joe’s hand tightened around the glass. His nails pressed into his palm.
He tried to tell himself that her surviving this long meant the traitor still believed she had something to give — which meant he still needed her alive. But the reasoning held less comfort each time he used it.
Why did I let her be the diversion? The thought was not new. He had thought it every hour since the castle fight. He could have been the one to draw the guards while she went for Lorenzo. He could have stayed and died with her. The distinction between fighting to the last breath and surviving to fight alone felt very thin tonight, and he was on the wrong side of it.
“Sir,” the young man said carefully, “do you know what the bishop wants? If you gave it to him — if there’s anything that would free her—”
“There isn’t.” Joe’s voice stayed flat. “It was destroyed when the Hermes Cathedral fell. Even if it wasn’t — even if I had it — handing it to a traitor would be—” He stopped himself. “There’s nothing to give him.”
The man’s expression shifted at the word Hermes — the particular grief of a believer who had grown up certain the cathedrals were eternal. He murmured something about God’s mercy. Joe let it pass.
It was strange. A year ago he would not have given this man ten seconds of his attention. In the Judgement Army he had moved among the most exceptional people in the church — commanders, senior priests, warriors who had been forged by decades of discipline. An ordinary dock-side believer would have been invisible to him. Now this man was the only person on Archduke Island who came to find him. Who sat beside him in a tavern and asked how he was holding. The believer’s love for the church was simpler and more intact than anything Lorenzo had ever felt, and it had survived the betrayal with no armor but itself.
The man stood. He pulled his hood up. “The butler would notice if I stayed longer. Three days, same place?”
“Yes.”
“Pull yourself together.” The man’s voice was not unkind. “You’re the only one left who can save her.”
No, Joe did not say. I have nothing. I have no plan. God isn’t listening and I am walking in darkness.
He nodded.
The man turned to go, then paused. “Something happened in the castle lately. The bishop’s man — the butler, Hagrid — he left for the southwest. The coachman said they were heading toward Cage Mountain.” He hesitated. “I thought you might want to know.”
It was said with the uncertainty of someone offering a fact they cannot explain, hoping it has more use than it looks.
The man bowed and slipped out.
Joe drained the glass. The ale was flat and sour. He set the glass down and sat for a moment in the noise of the tavern.
Cage Mountain.
He had heard the name several times lately, always at the edge of different conversations. A distant border dispute, a Graycastle expedition, some kind of excavation — he hadn’t paid it attention. It had nothing to do with him.
Unless it does.
He sat still.
The idea arrived not as a plan but as a shape — incomplete, full of gaps, but with something solid at its center. He turned it over carefully.
Lorenzo had found something at Cage Mountain during the church’s campaign through Wolfheart. He had mentioned it in a report — a treasure, recovered from a lord’s family inventory, origin obscure. Joe remembered the report because it had struck him as odd at the time: Lorenzo had described the item with unusual care. Not the enthusiasm of a collector, but the caution of a man who thought the object might matter.
And now Roland Wimbledon’s people are at Cage Mountain.
And Lorenzo is sending Hagrid to Cage Mountain.
Which means Roland knows what’s there.
Which means it matters.
Joe returned to his rooms in the suburb — a rented room above a chandler’s shop, smelling of tallow. On the desk: a black book. Battered. The cover bore no title.
Tucker Thor had pressed it into his hands the morning of the fall of Hermes, before he walked to the wall. This is what you need to understand, he had said. Not the Holy Book — this one. Read it before you make any decisions.
Joe had read it on the road north. The book was not a scripture. It was a history: the origin of the Battle of Divine Will, the war between humanity and the demons, the question of what the church had been built for and whether the answers it gave were the right ones. He had read it with growing numbness, the kind that comes when the architecture of your certainties shifts under your feet.
Tucker hadn’t wanted revenge. Tucker had wanted them to live.
Farrina had known this and had come anyway, because she couldn’t accept that what they’d built was simply over. Joe understood the impulse. He had shared it, for a while.
But now there was Roland Wimbledon — the man who had dismantled the church, the man Lorenzo feared, the man whose forces were apparently at Cage Mountain for reasons that involved whatever Lorenzo had put in his warehouse.
Roland would not help the church. There was nothing in the king of Graycastle’s interest in rescuing survivors of the Judgement Army.
But directing him toward a traitor was different.
That was not help. That was just information. And if Graycastle moved on Archduke Island because of what Joe could tell them — if Lorenzo’s position collapsed as a result — then there was at least a chance Farrina survived the rubble. Even if she ended up in Graycastle’s custody, she would be alive. She would be away from the instruments of torture. She would be — for the moment — safe.
And if the worst happened, and she fell into Roland’s hands and did not survive — then Joe would be there. He would find a way to be there. He would not leave her alone in her final moments a second time.
He had spent too long in the Judgement Army convincing himself that attachment was a liability. That love made you slower and less certain. He had watched Farrina for years with the studied indifference of someone who had trained away the weakness.
He was done pretending.
He opened the black book. Found a blank page at the back.
He began to write.
Chapter 1058 - No More Regret
Translator: TransN __ Editor: TransN
In a tavern at the dock of Archduke Island.
Joe fumbled a wineglass restlessly as he glanced towards the door from time to time.
He had never been so fidgety before.
Although his mind was crowded with a multitude of feelings, he could do nothing but wait miserably in regret whilst feeling afraid and lost.
Joe felt a little relieved when a hooded man came and sat down next to him, but he soon felt even more nervous.
“How… is she doing?” asked Joe.
Joe fixed his eyes on the man’s lips, dreading for the worst scenario.
“She’s still alive,” replied the man.
Hearing this answer, Joe let out a sigh of relief.
“But Ms. Farrina isn’t in a good condition,” said the man as he took off his hood. “It appears that the bishop wanted to get something out of her, so he tortured her every day. Sometimes, I’ve even heard her screams reach the hall. If things go on like this, she won’t be alive for long.”
Joe tried to convince himself that this was inevitable. After their plan had failed, he had foreseen the fierce retaliation from their enemy. As the traitor wanted to know the whereabouts of the Holy Book, he would definitely use every possible means to get Farrina, the leader of the operation, to open up.
_
“At least, she’s still alive, _ ” Joe muttered under his breath.
He slowly made his hand into a fist with his nails sinking into his flesh. He did not want to picture what would happen to Farrina if he failed to rescue her. Perhaps at the end of the day, death may actually give her relief.
_
“Damn it! Why did I agree to her plan?” _ Joe thought savagely. He should not have let Farrina act as the diversion. He would rather fight to his last breath and die with her in the castle than retreat alone.
“Sir…” The man hesitated for a moment and asked, “Do you know what the bishop is asking for? Maybe you should just let him have it. That will at least free Ms. Farrina from…”
_
“He’s not a bishop, only a traitor!” _ Joe said within himself. He replied through his teeth, “I don’t have what he wants. It was destroyed when Hermes Cathedral fell.”
There was a hint of melancholy in his look when the man heard the word “Hermes”. He murmured, “May God bless us…”
Joe thought it pretty ironic. Back in the old days before the fall of the new and old Holy Cities, as one of the most outstanding Judgement Warriors, he had always been surrounded by the most prominent figures in the church. At that time, he would have never taken an oridnary believer seriously. But now, with the betrayal of the bishop and the priest, he could trust no one but this believer who came from the bottom of the pyramid. It appeared that this man had a deeper love for the church than many of the executives. He had come to him when he had sunk to his lowest dejection.
The man also felt bitter about Lorenzo’s betrayal, but with little power, he could not openly defy him. The night the castle had been attacked, he had caught a glimpse of the invaders. From then on, he had started to look for Joe around the castle, and this was how they had met.
Joe did not care whether this man was a spy sent by Lorenzo or not, for he practically had nothing else to lose. If this man was indeed a spy, he should have noticed that he had nothing to offer by now and thus killed him.
Unfortunately, this man was just a servant of the lowest rank in the castle. The information he could provide was very limited.
“I’ve got to go.” After a long silence, the man pulled his hood on. “The butler would suspect me if I lingered too long. Are we still meeting here in three days?”
“Ah…” Joe suddenly came back to reality from his reminiscence. “Sounds good to me. If anything changes, I’ll let you know.”
“I see.” The man paused for a few seconds and then said, “Sir, you must pull yourself together. You are now the only person that can save Ms. Farrina.”
_
“Me? No… I can do nothing.” _ Joe left his words unsaid.
He was walking in the dark, hapless and hopeless. God had turned a deaf ear to his prays.
Joe nodded blankly.
“Right,” The man turned around again, “Something happened in the castle lately. One of the bishop’s henchmen, Priest Hagrid, went to the southwest. The coachman said they were heading to Cage Mountain. I thought you might… want to know about it.”
His voice trailed off towards the end. It was a very unconfident consolation.
It was perfectly normal for a lord to send his men to some other domains, even though Cage Mountain had nothing to do with Archduke Island. As long as the God’s Punishment Warriors were still there, it was impossible for him to get Farrina out of the dungeon.
“Noted. Thank you.”
“Anytime, sir…” The man dipped in a bow before he said, “This is all I can do for you.”
_ “Cage Mountain… It looks like everybody is talking about it lately,” _ Joe thought as he drained the glass. His mouth was soon saturated with the bitter taste of ale. The next moment, however, he stood transfixed.
_
“Hang on… Cage Mountain?” _
An idea suddenly flashed across Joe’s mind.
_ “Perhaps there’s a chance of saving _ Farrina _ after all!” _
…
After returning to his abode in the suburb, Joe rested his eyes on a black book on the desk.
It was the “last will” of the acting pope Tucker Thor before he had jumped off the city wall.
It was not the Holy Book that contained the method of creating the God’s Punishment Army but a request from Tucker. The book talked about the history of human beings and demons, as well as the origin of the Battle of Divine Will. Joe was agape as he read the story and suddenly understood the reason why Tucker had asked them to leave Hermes.
“Everything is over.”
“Worry no more about the battle. Live your own lives.”
Farrina did not want the church to fall apart probably because she did not want to see Tucker’s sacrifice to be for nothing. She wanted Roland Wimbledon and his Kingdom of Graycastle to fall before the church.
But now, Joe saw a ray of hope in the very king who had destroyed the church.
He did not expect Graycastle to help him.
They would never save the remaining church members.
However, he could direct them to attack the traitor.
He had not given much thought to Cage Mountain until the believer had reminded him. At first, he had thought this was just another groundless rumor and he did not want to deal with Graycastle anymore. But now, he remembered that Lorenzo had indeed found a treasure at Cage Mountain and had even reported to the church when he had been the caretaker for the items looted from the Kingdom of Wolfheart. He did not know whether the treasure had been shipped to Hermes, but it did not matter. What mattered was whether the King of Graycastle was also looking for it.
The nobles in the Kingdom of Wolfheart might fear its cursing power, but Roland would not.
Nobody could stop his impregnable army.
As long as Roland could help him weed out the traitor, he would have a chance to save Farrina.
Even if Farrina was, unfortunate to be captured by Roland, it would be still better than the endless tortures here.
Joe took a deep breath.
If in the end, Farrina fell into Roland’s hand, he would come forward.
He wanted to be there for her until her final moments.
Because… he loved her…
He had been in love with her ever since the first day he had joined the Judgement Army with Farrina.
This time, he did not want to leave any regrets.